A Beauty Chronicle

I WILL STOP WRITING

2005-04-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

Since i was born, I ddnt get any chances to choose wut i want in life, wut i wanna do, wut i wanna b. Oh well..., i hv lotsa money wif me. I hv my own car, at least i used 2 hv 1. I hv my own apartment. I hv those branded stuff. U name it, i got it! I got 4 digits monthly allowance. Oh yaaa, i got those materials stuffs like shit! BUT i neva got wut i really want in life. LOVE. Damn stupid life!

People, due 2 certain reasons, i hv 2 stop writing. Sorry. I love 2 write. Maz, u know how much i love writing aight? We’ve been a great duo in BM aight Maz? But too bad, LOVE is all about sacrificing. And my life? I was born 2 do wut ppl around me asked me 2 do. So sad! But its okay. Im immune 2 it. Dis is my authentic life. My heart is unoccupied; mu soul is on the rampage! Heartless!

U know, sometimes in life, u hv 2 consider others’ feelings. Its true, n its worth it. But s 4 me, ive considered n i am considering ppl’s heart ALL DA TIME like hell! Its crazy. BUT, its ok. S long s i didn’t break ppl’s heart.

2 Yana, sorry. I guess u should hv ur own blog jgk... Always read mine, but dun hv 1! Wek! :D Do come 2 my engagement soon.
2 Kak Aina, well... if i miss my blog, ill read urs k? ;)
2 Lyia, Ben, Sheck, Dauz, Yanti, love u all. Well peeps, i bet u noe y im doin dis. Luv u ppl.
Ermmm n lastly, 2 ‘Anym’... no words 4 u. Appreciate u much!

In life, u gonna hv lotsa choices. Choose wisely. Im a bad chooser. I never think b4 i choose or make a decission. Bloody hell! (sorry. Mind my words). N ill regret soon. But im a strong girl though, i wont turn back time. Ill proceed da journey of life wif wut i had! Hv fun! Be bold!

Ws...

Done the XMs!

2005-04-17T09:38:00.000+08:00

Salam…

Hmmm… Dah lama tak update ye! Final Exam done! Thank God! At last! How was my exam? Not so good not so bad. So-so. Haha~ :D Ok laaa… Law, Statistic, Management. 3 subjects only? Hehe… biasalah. Orang baru tukar Faculty… Briefly about all 3 papers.

Business Law
Thank you to my helpful and supportive Law teacher. (You know who you are.) *big smile* Though he taught me thru YM!, I gain a lot! The paper? Oh well, I HATE Company Law! I can’t imagine how those Accounting students could stand A SEMESTER studying a subject, I repeat…, a subject called COMPANY LAW! Really give you a headache! I didn’t really focus at this sub-topic. But alhamdulillah, I managed to answer all questions well. Why? Cause I did the past years questions! Hihieee~ It was a luck I think! ;)

Statistic
Ya Allah… What’s on earth that blocks me to sincerely LOVE Maths??? Urf urf…! The question wasn’t that tricky and tough. I THINK I’ve answered well… But still…, I can’t grab the confidence for this paper. Gheeeheee… I’ve set in my mind that Mathematics is so hard and I hate it so much! That’s the whole mess! Oh yeah, I’m going to face another Maths subject next semester – Mathematics For Managers. Duuuhhh~ Good luck to me. :D Just hope and struggle for the best!

Management
What a handpicked subject! Love it so much! But…, due to certain stumbling block, I didn’t manage to complete my revision for this subject! Why??? Cause I went back to KL! Yucks! I extremely hate it when I have to deal with problems during the examination week. Give me a break! However, I was again lucky! Gheeeheee~ :D Alhamdulillah, I managed to answer the True/False and the MCQ part as it should be. For the Short Essay part, it includes chapter 8 till chapter 18!!! And guess what? I just studied 5 chapters for this part. Hahahahaha~ lalalalala~ But as I said, I was yet again lucky! Answer 2 out of 3 questions. 2 questions were from the 5 chapters that I’ve red! Huhuhu~ :D Thank God! *super big smile* :D

Ukieee, enough about exams. At present, HOLIDAYS time!!! Erkkk 2 months hols??? Huwaaaaa!!!!! :( Comfirm SANGAP TAHAP CIPANNNZEEE! Feel like working somewhere… A salesgirl maybe… A what Amrina??? Haha~ Yeah right! Mama will run after me if I’ll be a salesgirl. Uwek! Errrmmm, a kindergarten teacher. What about that? Or…, A MAID AT HOME? Huwaaaaa!!! Have to do all da cooking-muking, washing-muching, Sewing-muwing, kemasing-kemasing, and all the ing ing! Erk! Practice for end of this year? Huhuhu~ BEST!

Okay! Got to pack all my stuff! I’m moving to a NEW house! Kan Iesya? ;) Gonna leave this ermmm… erk, this jaded hostel? :D Hihiiieee~ Daaa~~~ :D ~*~ HaPPy HoLs PeEpS ~*~ :D

~*~ THE REALITY OF LIFE ~*~

There is only one God. He has created all things. All meant will return to Him after death, and He will judge them according to their actions on earth. Some will be rewarded with eternal paradise while others will be condemned to hellfire. Everyone shall meet the fate he merits, be he weak or strong.

When one realizes this grave reality one’s life changes completely. One becomes careful to avoid that which will lead one to hell, and desirous of anything which will make one deserving of paradise. One comes to love and fear God above all else.

When one fears God and is conscious of one’s eternal destiny, one becomes extremely cautious in one’s dealings with one’s fellow men. By mistreating others, one feels as if one is exposing oneself to the fire of hell. One is never arrogant, for one realizes that it is not just humans one is dealing with, every mane is supported by the power of God and His angels. One is never unjust when dealing with one’s fellow, for one knows that eventually one is going to have to answer before God for one’s actions. One does not see others as mere people; one realizes that Almighty God is also standing by their side. What we must do is strive to save ourselves and our fellows from the punishment of the next world. The prophets have taught that man should make every effort to save himself from eternal doom. We must do our utmost to protect ourselves from the torment of Judgment Day and exhort others to do the same. There is no task in life more important than this. This is the Muslim’s fundamental task. Only if they perform this task can they hope to obtain that which they desire in this world.

Al-Aqsa

2005-04-11T09:46:00.000+08:00

“We can only hope that in Israel there are enough people with the maturity to resist the messianic pull of radical rabbis,” said Yatom.

Young Palestinian men gather on the external wall of the Al-Aqsa mosque. (Reuters)

Please go to the site below for FULL NEWS.

Jews Plan to Raze Al-Aqsa in 2005: Palestinians

..... : : " EXAMS " : : .....

2005-04-11T07:01:00.000+08:00

KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
“Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan:’Kami telah beriman,’sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang2 yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang2 yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang2 yang dusta.”- Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?
“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu,dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu,padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahi sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.”- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
“Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.”- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

RASA FRUST???
“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati,padahal kamulah orang2 yang paling tinggi darjatnya,jika kamu orang2 yang beriman.”- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan, dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)”.-Surah Al-Imran ayat 200.

“Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk”.- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45.

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI?
“Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mukmin,diri,harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka….”- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111.

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
“Cukuplah Allah bagiku,tidak ada Tuhan selain dari-Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakal”. – Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!
“…..dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang fakir”.- Surah Yusuf ayat 87

!!! S A M A R A !!!

2005-04-09T11:37:00.000+08:00

Salam people!!! :D

Wheeeheee!!! :D Afternuuuuuuuuuunnn!!!~ * ~ * ~ * ~ Nenenenene~ :D I was sleeping kat masjid malam tadi… (like always during the exams week la kan…) Bangun2 je nampak plastik merah kat sebelah. Ooooo CAPATI yang kirim kat Gmon semalam ke??? Hahaha!!!~ Lupe nak makan! *wink* ;) (bukan lupe nak makan sebenarnya. Iesya tak kejut… Tau lah jeles tak dapat pegi tengok RUFFEDGE kat SURE HEBOH petang ni…) Nenenenene~ :D Owh yaaa, will be going to Sure Heboh at Dataran Bersejarah this evening with Mieza and Iesya. Erkkk… Iesya ikut ke? Macam tak je kan, Mieza? :D

Untuk Iesya, read : Monday ada paper BFN (Accounting) yang sangat SUSAH! *devil mode* :D

What about last night? Wheee!~ :D SAMARA !!! *takowt!* :D After finished my Maths paper yang macam *tuuuuuuuuuut* (Ok, don’t want to talk about exams by right. Still got 1 paper to burnt!) I went for a movie at MP. Well, this is the only place in Malacca yang ada cinema pun! To Mista Ali Rustam, tolonglah… need at least 2 cinemas here in Malacca… Add TGV kat JJ ke… Nenenenene~ :D *!heaven!* Okay, back to last night stuff.

A HORROR movie… My jantung was da very da nak tercabot je! Nasib baik tak pegang popcorn. Kalau tak, memang sah2 popcorn tercampak! Hahaha~ :D Asyik jerit sane, jerit sini! As if hantu tu ada kat sebelah je… Cet! *shame shame* :D Actually those horror movies are like peas in a pod! Alike! “Hantu rebonding” with white and scary eyes! Hantu2 Jepun and Korea ni very typical and identical. Not much different. But all in all, SAMARA best! ;) (Orang sibuk dengan final exam, kita tengok movie. :) Peeps, do make an early prep. But for MATHS, sorry!) Ehehe… :D

Lepas dah tengok movie seram, nak naik bilik dah takowt! Hihihi~ (dah tau penakot lagi mau tengok horror movie!) So, lepak2 la kat masjid kejap. Tengah hujan, lagi lah scared2 nak naik bilik. Kalau naik, roommate kompem tak de. Actually lepak2 masjid tu nak mintak Iesya teman naik bilik… Tapi shame2 la kan tiba2 datang masjid nak ajak die teman! Nampak sangat memang penakot tahap cipanzeee!:D Hihihi~

Ukie dokie donkey heee hooo! Heee hooo! :D Study time! Muahsx!~

MEN ARE LIARS

2005-04-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

"Men are liars. We'll lie about lying if we have to. I'm an algebra liar. I figure two good lies make a positive."

(Tim Allen)

~ PiNk CaRnATiOn ~ Ac Milan ~

2005-04-07T10:54:00.000+08:00

: : AC Milan 2-0 Inter Milan: FT Report : :
MILAN, April 6 (Champions League) - AC Milan have one foot in the semi-finals of the Champions League as headed goals by Jaap Stam and Andriy Shevchenko earned the Rossoneri victory over city rivals Internazionale in a tense quarter-final first-leg tie at the San Siro.

Did you get the CONNECTION between the Pink Carnation and Ac Milan??? *wink* ;) Owh yeah... I am hinting someone... Aight dear? :D

~ Cat Steven ~

2005-04-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

~ How I saw The Light ~
(By Cat Stevens)

All I have to say is all what you know already, to confirm what you already know, the message of the Prophet (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) as given by God - the Religion of Truth. As human beings we are given a consciousness and a duty that has placed us at the top of creation. Man is created to be God's deputy on earth, and it is important to realize the obligation to rid ourselves of all illusions and to make our lives a preparation for the next life. Anybody who misses this chance is not likely to be given another, to be brought back again and again, because it says in Qur'an Majeed that when man is brought to account, he will say, "O Lord, send us back and give us another chance." The Lord will say, "If I send you back you will do the same."

: : MY EARLY RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING : :
I was brought up in the modern world of all the luxury and the high life of show business. I was born in a Christian home, but we know that every child is born in his original nature - it is only his parents that turn him to this or that religion. I was given this religion (Christianity) and thought this way. I was taught that God exists, but there was no direct contact with God, so we had to make contact with Him through Jesus - he was in fact the door to God. This was more or less accepted by me, but I did not swallow it all.

I looked at some of the statues of Jesus; they were just stones with no life. And when they said that God is three, I was puzzled even more but could not argue. I more or less believed it, because I had to have respect for the faith of my parents.

: : POP STAR : :
Gradually I became alienated from this religious upbringing. I started making music. I wanted to be a big star. All those things I saw in the films and on the media took hold of me, and perhaps I thought this was my God, the goal of making money. I had an uncle who had a beautiful car. "Well," I said, "he has it made. He has a lot of money." The people around me influenced me to think that this was it; this world was their God.

I decided then that this was the life for me; to make a lot of money, have a 'great life.' Now my examples were the pop stars. I started making songs, but deep down I had a feeling for humanity, a feeling that if I became rich I would help the needy. (It says in the Qur'an, we make a promise, but when we make something, we want to hold onto it and become greedy.)

So what happened was that I became very famous. I was still a teenager, my name and photo were splashed in all the media. They made me larger than life, so I wanted to live larger than life and the only way to do that was to be intoxicated (with liquor and drugs).

: : IN HOSPITAL : :
After a year of financial success and 'high' living, I became very ill, contracted TB and had to be hospitalized. It was then that I started to think: What was to happen to me? Was I just a body, and my goal in life was merely to satisfy this body? I realized now that this calamity was a blessing given to me by Allah, a chance to open my eyes - "Why am I here? Why am I in bed?" - and I started looking for some of the answers. At that time there was great interest in the Eastern mysticism. I began reading, and the first thing I began to become aware of was death, and that the soul moves on; it does not stop. I felt I was taking the road to bliss and high accomplishment. I started meditating and even became a vegetarian. I now believed in 'peace and flower power,' and this was the general trend. But what I did believe in particular was that I was not just a body. This awareness came to me at the hospital.

One day when I was walking and I was caught in the rain, I began running to the shelter and then I realized, 'Wait a minute, my body is getting wet, my body is telling me I am getting wet.' This made me think of a saying that the body is like a donkey, and it has to be trained where it has to go. Otherwise, the donkey will lead you where it wants to go.

Then I realized I had a will, a God-given gift: follow the will of God. I was fascinated by the new terminology I was learning in the Eastern religion. By now I was fed up with Christianity. I started making music again and this time I started reflecting my own thoughts. I remember the lyric of one of my songs. It goes like this: "I wish I knew, I wish I knew what makes the Heaven, what makes the Hell. Do I get to know You in my bed or some dusty cell while others reach the big hotel?" and I knew I was on the Path.

I also wrote another song, "The Way to Find God Out." I became even more famous in the world of music. I really had a difficult time because I was getting rich and famous, and at the same time, I was sincerely searching for the Truth. Then I came to a stage where I decided that Buddhism is all right and noble, but I was not ready to leave the world. I was too attached to the world and was not prepared to become a monk and to isolate myself from society.

I tried Zen and Ching, numerology, tarot cards and astrology. I tried to look back into the Bible and could not find anything. At this time I did not know anything about Islam, and then, what I regarded as a miracle occurred. My brother had visited the mosque in Jerusalem and was greatly impressed that while on the one hand it throbbed with life (unlike the churches and synagogues which were empty), on the other hand, an atmosphere of peace and tranquillity prevailed.

: : THE QUR'AN : :
When he came to London he brought back a translation of the Qur'an, which he gave to me. He did not become a Muslim, but he felt something in this religion, and thought I might find something in it also.

And when I received the book, a guidance that would explain everything to me - who I was; what was the purpose of life; what was the reality and what would be the reality; and where I came from - I realized that this was the true religion; religion not in the sense the West understands it, not the type for only your old age. In the West, whoever wishes to embrace a religion and make it his only way of life is deemed a fanatic. I was not a fanatic, I was at first confused between the body and the soul. Then I realized that the body and soul are not apart and you don't have to go to the mountain to be religious. We must follow the will of God. Then we can rise higher than the angels. The first thing I wanted to do now was to be a Muslim.

I realized that everything belongs to God, that slumber does not overtake Him. He created everything. At this point I began to lose the pride in me, because hereto I had thought the reason I was here was because of my own greatness. But I realized that I did not create myself, and the whole purpose of my being here was to submit to the teaching that has been perfected by the religion we know as Al-Islam. At this point I started discovering my faith. I felt I was a Muslim. On reading the Qur'an, I now realized that all the Prophets sent by God brought the same message. Why then were the Jews and Christians different? I know now how the Jews did not accept Jesus as the Messiah and that they had changed His Word. Even the Christians misunderstand God's Word and called Jesus the son of God. Everything made so much sense. This is the beauty of the Qur'an; it asks you to reflect and reason, and not to worship the sun or moon but the One Who has created everything. The Qur'an asks man to reflect upon the sun and moon and God's creation in general. Do you realize how different the sun is from the moon? They are at varying distances from the earth, yet appear the same size to us; at times one seems to overlap the other.

Even when many of the astronauts go to space, they see the insignificant size of the earth and vastness of space. They become very religious, because they have seen the Signs of Allah.

When I read the Qur'an further, it talked about prayer, kindness and charity. I was not a Muslim yet, but I felt that the only answer for me was the Qur'an, and God had sent it to me, and I kept it a secret. But the Qur'an also speaks on different levels. I began to understand it on another level, where the Qur'an says,

"Those who believe do not take disbelievers for friends and the believers are brothers."

Thus at this point I wished to meet my Muslim brothers.

: : CONVERSION : :
Then I decided to journey to Jerusalem (as my brother had done). At Jerusalem, I went to the mosque and sat down. A man asked me what I wanted. I told him I was a Muslim. He asked what was my name. I told him, "Stevens." He was confused. I then joined the prayer, though not so successfully. Back in London, I met a sister called Nafisa. I told her I wanted to embrace Islam and she directed me to the New Regent Mosque. This was in 1977, about one and a half years after I received the Qur'an. Now I realized that I must get rid of my pride, get rid of Iblis, and face one direction. So on a Friday, after Jumma' I went to the Imam and declared my faith (the Kalima) at this hands. You have before you someone who had achieved fame and fortune. But guidance was something that eluded me, no matter how hard I tried, until I was shown the Qur'an. Now I realize I can get in direct contact with God, unlike Christianity or any other religion. As one Hindu lady told me, "You don't understand the Hindus. We believe in one God; we use these objects (idols) to merely concentrate." What she was saying was that in order to reach God, one has to create associates, that are idols for the purpose. But Islam removes all these barriers. The only thing that moves the believers from the disbelievers is the salat. This is the process of purification.

Finally I wish to say that everything I do is for the pleasure of Allah and pray that you gain some inspirations from my experiences. Furthermore, I would like to stress that I did not come into contact with any Muslim before I embraced Islam. I read the Qur'an first and realized that no person is perfect. Islam is perfect, and if we imitate the conduct of the Holy Prophet (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) we will be successful. May Allah give us guidance to follow the path of the ummah of Muhammad (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam). Ameen...

< R . I . P >

2005-04-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

Pope John Paul II (1920 - 2005)
~*~ Rest In Peace ~*~

“He supported Palestine. He tried not to be biased and gave due consideration to international issues. He also did not support violence, like in Iraq,” Tun Dr. Mahathir.

“His message of religious tolerance, dialogue and reconciliation has contributed significantly in promoting better understanding between Christians and believers of other religions including Islam,” Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi.

Frankly, I do not know much of Pope John Paul’s II personal history. But I do admire him cause he is so CUTE! Don’t you think so??? *shame shame* =D Seriously, CHUMILNESSEY~ =D Tak percaya??? Have a look at the picture below. *wink* ;)

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2005-04-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

Melancholy…..

Assalamualaikum…..

Just want to share some of the well-known Shakespeare’s aphorism on sorrow…..

Shakespeare words: My heart is heavy and mine age is weak; Grief would have tears and sorrow bids me speak.
My words: Only a strong person could have a word from her mind while in a house of sorrow. The rest would rather use their heart…

Shakespeare words: The tears live in an onion that should water this sorrow.
My words: Once the heart is broken, it is not as a piece of cake to join the pieces.

Shakespeare words: When sorrows come, they come not single spies. But in battalions!
My words: Life is a package of UPS and DOWNS. But sometimes in one’s life…, she encounters only the dark side of living.

Shakespeare words: He jests at scars that never felt the wound.
My words: This is from Romeo and Juliet. When you are in love, nothing could stop you.

Shakespeare words: Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow.
My words: Never say good-bye. Say see you later… :)

Shakespeare words: What’s gone and what’s past help. Should be past grief.
My words: Let by gone be by gone…

The most sedih part is…, she never succeed in a game called love… :)

~ * ~ An EMOTIVE Poem ~ * ~

2005-04-02T07:26:00.000+08:00

In the quietness of my thoughts
I reached out
and found nothing.
Patient tears flowed upon an endless crevice
burning the current's path into a deeper emotion-
Visions of material success, possessions and fame
built empty dreams upon weak ideals.
In a self-created world, my self-created world, I was surrounded
by frustration, denial and an image of who I'd become.
Recollection of parties,
of school
of life
of awards
of moments that were drawn up to reflect "living" and "achievement"
-drawn by a girl who thought she was the artist-
Are nothing more than pieces that remain dead to the conscience of my heart. Memories of times
when I thought I should be happy
I stood shuddering in shameful loneliness
letting the bitter wind of reality consume me
and yet I don't know why. . .
Feelings I see in my patchwork of faded existence seem to reveal that
Something was missing,
Is still missing
Was always missing.
I quiet myself further and try and find out why the tears
burn with shame and the Noor has disappeared from my face.
Perhaps it was never there
Perhaps I never let it into my heart
Perhaps I thought I was strong enough on my own.

"Oh Allah (swt) please forgive me,
I need You, I need Your guidance, Your forgiveness,Your mercy. I am nothing when I fail to remember You,I am nothing without You. . . I am nothing at all."

Thanx to someone for the above poem… :) Only someone has a handle on what's lying on my wits… So long I didn't receive any e-mails from someone. The poem is straightforward and simple. But enough to enliven my dawn… Feel more contented and in a mood of studying~ Ws… :)

GP???

2005-04-01T17:40:00.000+08:00

Salam & hye!

Hmmm… I wonder and keep on wondering… Why some people so want to be at the top of an organization??? Don’t you think that post and responsibility are parallel??? The higher the position, the higher the responsibility you have to bear! I just don’t understand why some people can come to blow just because of this issue. Shall I call it as an immature attitude? Weird! Well, if it is a damn large organization like Microsoft ke…, Digi ke…, Maxis ke…, in politic ke…, worth it lah jugak nak fight for the top post. Tapi kalau dalam small organization like college grounds pun nak fight…, ape kes…? Tak ke mana pun…

Just thrashed out about this issue with my friends. One of us said that it is a very typical scenario in campus. Personally, I doubt, cause still; I can’t come with a pertinent explanation why should those people dispute for the top post. ~ *blank and blur* ~ Can’t they think of how arduous the responsibility that they need to hold? Or… do they think that they are good enough or damn good for the post???

Ahaaa, one of us pulak sentuh pasal conflict between club activities and studies! Hehe… this one yes, memang common. Salah club or salah diri sendiri? Salah club mungkin sebab asyik dok buat activity je. Activity yang tak ade kena-mengena dengan club pun nak buat. (seriously, no harm!) Salah sendiri mungkin tak reti nak balance between societies and studies. (seriously again, no harm!) Tapi kita sendiri tahu tahap kemampuan kita. So for me, the choice is ours! Kalau rasa tak mampu, stop for a while, improve your studies and get back on track! Sebab core business kita study! (this is my personal oppinion) Kalau study tunggang-langgang (a reminder for me too!), club boleh tolong keee???

Tiba2 teringat kata2 kawan saya, Azrul masa kat MRSM dulu. He was chosen to be one of the BWP (Badan Wakil Pelajar aka SRC/MPP) members. Kalau tak silap, Biro Agama. During his speech, dia cakap…, “Pada mulanya, terlalu berat untuk saya bertanding atau menerima jawatan ini walaupun didesak oleh rakan2 dan cikgu2. Jika saya lepaskan jawatan atau tawaran ini, orang lain yang akan menggantikan saya. Saya berfikir… Jikalau orang yang ganti tempat saya nanti tidak mampu menjalankan tugas-tugas dengan sempurna, bersalah sungguh rasanya saya kerana tidak menerima jawatan ini. Disebabkan tidak mahu mengambil risiko dan diburu rasa bersalah, saya terima.” Me, speechless and no comment on this. Any comment? Tapi kalau dah semua tak nak pegang jawatan, pun tak boleh jugak….. :)

To whom yang “beria” nak kan top post tu… (~meaningless~) try to refresh your intention and ask yourself. :)

~Happy Birthday~

2005-04-01T07:36:00.000+08:00

Which one is nicer and more attractive??? At 1st I’ve bought South Park ashtray for Baba in favor of his 48th Birthday… (oh ya, Birthday Baba hari ni, 1st April). Tapi macam simple sangat pulak. Normally bagi perfume, shirt, wallet, belt, bla bla bla~ (Eeeeeeeeee… tolong la… Da very da susah one tau nak cari present for guys!) Kalau girls, kat kepala je dah macam2 boleh bagi. Tudung, clip rambut, brooch, etc. Tu belum masuk accessories like handbag, shoes, lip stick, lip gloss, lip balm, compact powder, eye liner, mascara, and the list goes on n on n on n off Amrina! ehehe…

Saje je merepeking pagi2 ni… Actually dia baru je call dah pot pet ajak study n me still in front of dis *tuuuuuuuuuut* pc! :D ~*sowie dear*~

Better take my bath! :D Ahaaa, final dah dekat… Sume org pun struggle like *tuuuuut* Duh~~~ Ade sape2 nak main NETBALL tak…??? :( C’mon la peeps… So wanna lompat2, lari2 n erm….. all the moves la!

:D chow!~

Happy Birthday 2 u...

U were born in da zoo...

Wif da monkeys n kangaroos...

Happy Birthday to u...!

(Dedicate 2 BABA! Erkkkkk... boleh tak...???) *wink* ~***noti daughter***~

Pelik...

2005-03-30T14:34:00.000+08:00

~ * Salam peeps *~

The December quake was recorded 9.0. The magnitude of the quake Monday night was confirmed between 8.5 and 8.7, but caused only a slight wave. WHY???

Mind-boggling. Even scientists could not give the precise explanation regarding this strange matter. Well, they might have few answers, but still not a clear-cut.

Please go to the link below for the full story.

http://www.cnn.com/2005/TECH/science/03/28/quake.tsunami/index.html

No matter what is in our mind after reading it, only God knows why. Only He, the One Who Created the universe knows why… Kebesaran-Nya… But of course, there will be a scientific explanation regarding this phenomenon. Wallahu'alam... :)

! Underground Eruption !

2005-03-29T09:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum…

Don’t want to write more on this sizzling spotlight. I bet everyone is update on this. Except orang yang di BBI tu, yang menjadikan saya sebagai Auto Summarize die... Muahsx! :p

Definitely, SHOCKED! Hostel MMU memang je agak “kecoh” last night. Aha, ade jugak guys yang sempat rakamkan “detik2 kejadian” using their video cam. Noti boy! Ehehe… Oh ye, bukan hostel je, Emerald pun! To MAZLINDA : Kipas bilik ko terbalik? Ko tak terbalik sama ke? :D

Credits to MAL, sebab kejutkan me and my roommate, INA. Itu pun we all tak terus turun ke bawah, rilex2 je lagi. Bile dah bunyi loceng yang sangat memekakkan gegendang telinga tu, barulah lintang-pukang turun tangga macam anak kambing terlepas kandang! :D Cuaknessist!

Alhamdulillah, no undesired things happen. Dalam tengah kelam-kabut turun tangga, I heard someone said, “dah nak kiamat agaknye ye? Takot…” Me speechless! :(

More updates on this tragedy, please go to the links below.

http://earthquake.usgs.gov/eqinthenews/2005/usweax/

http://www.cnn.com/

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/latest/

Supplication For Anxiety & Sorrow

2005-03-25T09:46:00.000+08:00

‘O Allah, I take refuge in You from anxiety and sorrow, weakness and laziness, miserliness and cowardice, the burden of debts and from being over powered by men.’

* ~ . : : Those Memories : : . ~ *

2005-03-25T05:30:00.000+08:00

First and fore most…, this is a ‘lagha’ posting. So do not simply fender-bender me cause I’ve warned. Thank you.

I slept at 10++pm last nite and woke up around 3.50am this morning. Really have know idea what should I do at this early. I’ve been forcing myself to sleep, but my eyes just couldn’t. And my mind keeps on thinking of something, which is so… ermmmmmmmmmm tear jerking. Owh yeah, I got QUIZ tomorrow and someone is going to present their FYP project… And yes, good luck to US! And why can’t I reap the focus???! * ~ cry ~ *

Weird feelings snatch my heart like *tuuuuuuuuuut* Gloomy, depressing, cheerless, miserable, weeping, bla bla bla. Those are my current mental condition. Do not question why cause I myself could not answer it. And this is passion. And this is what Amrina?????!

Tau tak FINAL EXAM dah dekat sangat sangat bangat mengots??? Habis tu tak reti2 nak bukak buku? Erkkksss. *speechless* Bukan tak nak bukak, tapi lost focus kejap. KEJAP??? Hahaha~ Unkejap! :D

*stop typing and thinking for a while*

I miss someone. That’s the whole catastrophe... Do u miss me Dear? (Amrina, tolong jangan jadi Perwaja Steel pagi2 Jumaat ni!)

No one could understand the whole posting. Only one person understands. You know who you are cause you know how much my “1 4 3” is….. No matter what, I still be in love with US.

Shakespear said, “the cause of true love never did run smooth.” ARE YOU WITH ME???

"Sometimes…, its hard to control the envy inside.
Sometimes…, its hard to control the resentment inside.
Sometimes…, its hard to control the hatred inside.
But the hardest part is… to control my irrepressible “143” towards you."

Hmmmmm….. sure???

:) I doubt, cause the most difficult part is to love HIM sincerely….. :)

=)

2005-03-24T19:12:00.000+08:00

"Cleaning Lady"
During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello". I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.

"Pickup in the Rain"
One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the nextcar. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached. It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away. God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others," Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.

"Always remember those who serve"
In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10 year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled his hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies. You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

"The Obstacles in Our Path"
In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

"Giving When it Counts"
Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year-old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away?". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

^ Current Milieu ^

2005-03-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

Title : Only One

Song By : Yellowcard

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

"Sometimes..., things are better left unsaid.........."

.....

2005-03-24T10:46:00.000+08:00

^ BOW OUT ^

! XM Tips !

2005-03-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

1. Sleep well:Do not work all night. Get some sleep. Remember, your body needs rest. You need at least six hours of sleep in order to start afresh. (Betul ke 6 hours??? A bit doubt on this.)

2. Eat Well:Eating a proper meal at regular times is very important. Eating properly would ensure you have enough energy to tackle your daily studies. (Tak payah diet2… Kan ERIN?) *wink* ;)

3. Talk to someone:If exams are really making you ill, worried or depressed, don't hide your feelings. Talk to someone about it. A problem shared is a problem halved. (sharing is caring…!)

4. Take breaks:The concentration span of a human being is 45 minutes at a time. So don't tax yourself by trying to cram as much information as possible for hours. When your mind is saturated with information, whether you put in one hour or ten, it does not make a difference -nothing will go in.

5. Know your peak:Choose a time of the day when you feel most comfortable studying. It could be early morning, late at night or in the afternoon, depending on your preference.

6. Plan your day:Try to establish a routine that allows time for meals, sleep, revising and relaxing. You are allowed to enjoy yourself, and it is important to take a break from studies. (dah kalau last minute baru nak struggle macam mana? Some people kalau study awal2, dia payah sket nasuk masuk! :D)

7. Get help:Ask a teacher or tutor about how to revise and how to work when you are in an exam.

8. Plan your work:Revise at times when you know you will work at your best.

9. Exercise:You need exercise to work well. Walk, run, play a sport -- whatever you enjoy. (and….. SHOPPING too! :D)

10. Be positive:Stop thinking and worrying about the future and what will happen. (Nothing good or bad. But thinking make it so.)

11. Do not mull:If it upsets you to talk to your friends about an exam when it is finished, don’t do it! In fact, don't even think about the exam you have finished. What is done is done. You cannot change what you have written!

12. Do not forget to PRAY…Our Prays are Best Investment.

~ cross fingers ~

I spite WHAT?????

2005-03-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

I spite impressionist a.k.a. copycat. Okay, you may be one GOOD ATTITUDE mirror image. But to be EXACTLY and TOTALLY like one STYLE and PERSONALITY………., that is absolutely harebrained (wops~) and an inspiration aridness (another wops~).

Be original and imaginative! Why follows one style while you doesn’t look pleasant and lovely with it? In fact, you’ll look like a SLAPSTICK COMEDIAN! (again…, wops~) But seriously…. Fashions evolve rapidly. It is not a fault to go with the flow or to be a copycat... Nevertheless, get yourself suit with the trend. And the most essential; be yourself! As the cK jingle goes, “Be good, be cool, just be.” That’s it!

Orang kata, yang mana baik tu kita ikut. Yang mana buruk tu kita tinggalkan dan jadikan pengajaran… BUT as for me, as I’ve stressed above, I spite imitator. Okay, want a “handicap”? All right. If it is a twist of fate, then it will be fine with me. But if it is crystal clear that you are a copycat, buzz off cause I‘m none’s replica! Thank you.

Am I mad???? Nahhh~ I’m just giving my instantaneous opinion. Why to mad2 one… The FINAL EXAM is just around the corner!!! Erksssss! CUAKNESSIST and MANGKUKSNESSIST are bugging my head like *tuuuuuuuuuut* Ehehe… I’m cool! * ~ *chiLL chiLL * ~ *

10 things we WASTED

2005-03-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

~ * ~ A Swift Reminder To Ponder ~ * ~

1. Our Knowledge: Wasted by not taking action with it.

2. Our Actions: Wasted by committing them without sincerity. (To achieve sincerity, we HAVE TO train ourselves.)

3. Our Wealth: Wasted by using on things that will not bring us ajr reward from Allah). We waste our money, our status, our authority, on things, which have no benefit in this life or in akhirah (hereafter). (Good example : When exam is just around the corner, we continually have insufficient sleep. Some of us might fall sick with this “exam zeal”. Another synonym illness during the exam week is HEADACHE. Why don’t we change our unhealthy tradition???)

4. Our Hearts: Wasted because they are empty from the love of Allah, and the feeling of longing to go to Him, and a feeling of peace and contentment. In it's place, our hearts are filled with something or someone else. (Speechless...)

5. Our Bodies: Wasted because we don't use them in ibadah (worship) and service of Allah.

6. Our Love: Our emotional love is misdirected, not towards Allah, but towards something/someone else. (Double speechless!)

7. Our Time: Wasted, not used properly, to compensate for that which has passed, by doing what is righteous to make up for past deeds. (Lesser Zzzzzzzz pls...)

8. Our Intellect: Wasted on things that are not beneficial, those are detrimental to society and the individual, not in contemplation or reflection.

9. Our Service: Wasted in service of someone who will not bring us closer to Allah, or benefit in dunyaa.

10. Our Dhikr (Remembrence of Allah): Wasted, because it does not affect our hearts or us. (Triple speechless!!!)

^ Mentally Retarded Sort ^

2005-03-20T09:43:00.000+08:00

My mode : ~love is in the air~

I miss my long forgotten friends… They have a handle on me BEST! They know how to amuse me with their lighthearted-wicked behavior. They are awe-inspiring! How grateful I am if one of you glances at this blog. *dreaming* All of them have their possess living now… Reen at Sheffield, Lylac at Manchester, Jex at Jakarta and pity Rockstar still “devoted” at UNIMAS! *wink* :D

All the good old days are singing and dancing in my wits this serene morning~ and the best memory of all was during the Independence Day on 1999/2000. All of us were equipped with soldier, warrior, fighter, mutineer and combatant suit. Ahaaaaa…!!! PLUS, the PINK WATER GUN! Hahahahahaha!!!!! And where were we on foot at that time??? Yes, KLCC! I repeat, KLCC! Walking around KLCC Park with those kind of garments was extremely fun and enjoyable! Salute to Rockstar for blowing away to one of the KLCC guard using her water gun and all of us had to run off like *tuuuuuuuuuut* Hahaha!!! *gelak guling2* :D ~Rock on babe~ Mad Rockstar! But that was feeewww years ago… :)

Hang out with friends are more enjoyable aight peeps? Especially girl friends! All the “hotnessey” and “mangkuksnessey” gossips will emerge like waterfall and bullets! Hahaha!!! *noti me* Our jaw will absolutely jam-packed with glee!~ :D Gheeeheee~ Our feet will bear the suffer of walking around the mall juuusssttt to satisfy our retail teraphy! Huhuhuhuhu! * ~ chiLL chiLL ~ * :D

Lalalalalalalalalala ~ ~ ~ “Surplus” for you people! :D

The first duty of love is to listen.~Paul Tillich~

If you love somebody, let him or her go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were~Anon~

The courses of true love never did run smooth.~ William Shakespeare ~

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.~ Sam Keen ~

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up~James Baldwin~

The best proof of love is trust~Joyce Brothers~

For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it.~ Ivan Panin ~

Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain.~Leo Buscaglia~

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never.~Charles Caleb Colton~

Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.~Erich Fromm~

Love does never have to ask.~John Gray~

Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.~David Grayson~

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.~Bertrand Russell~

Song By : Take That

Title : Back For Good

I guess now it's time for me to give up

I feel it's time

Got a picture of you beside me

Got your lipstick mark still on your coffee cup

Got a fist of pure emotion

Got a head of shattered dreams

Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind now

Chorus :Whatever I said, whatever I did, I didn't mean it

I just want you back for good

Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it

You'll be right and understood

Unaware but underlined I figured out the story

It wasn't good

But in the corner of my mind I celebrated glory

But that was not to beIn the twist of separation you excelled at being free

Can't you find a little room inside for me

[Chorus]

And we'll be together, this time is forever

We'll be fighting and forever we will be

So complete in our love

We will never be uncovered again

!!! S T R O N G E R !!!

2005-03-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hush, JUST stop There's nothing you can do or say, baby I've had enough I'm not your property as from today, baby You might think that I won't make it on my own But now I'm.... Chorus: Stronger than yesterday Now it's nothing but my way My loneliness aint killing me no more I'm, I'm stronger Than I ever thought that I could be, baby I use to go with the flow Didn't really care 'bout me You might think that I can't take it, but you're wrong, 'cause now I'm... Chorus: Stronger than yesterday Now it's nothing but my way My loneliness aint killing me no more I'm, I'm stronger Come on, now Oh yeah Here I go, on my own I dont need nobody, better off alone Here I go, on my own now I dont need nobody, not anybody Here I go, Here I go, Here I go, Here I go, alright, Here I go, Here I go, Here I go, Here I go Chorus: Stronger than yesterday It's nothing but may My loneliness aint killing me no more I'm, I'm stronger Stronger than yesterday Now its nothing but my way My loneliness aint killing me no more Now I'm stronger than yesterday now it's nothing but my way My loneliness aint killing me no more I'm, I'm stronger !!!!

Anger

2005-03-19T07:15:00.000+08:00

Salam and morning peeps...

While doing my LAW assignment, I got this from a friend... A very good "prompt reminder" for me. (tengah2 tak berapa nak ada mood ni kan... nak kata PMS, tak kot...) :) Come kita share as sharing is caring!

“Hai anakku! Tewaskanlah kemarahanmu dengan sifat sopan-santunmu, keterburuan dirimu dengan sifat tenangmu, hawa nafsumu dengan ketakwaanmu, keraguanmu dengan keyakinanmu, kebatilanmu dengan kebenaranmu dan kebakhilanmu dengan kebaikanmu (pemurah)."

~kata-kata Luqman Al-Hakim~

Short yet very meaningful. Ws... :)

*** Waiting for my Law teacher mode ***

! HONESTY !

2005-03-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

Tergerak hati untuk buat posting on kejujuran – HONESTY. It is thus easy to pronounce, rather than to put into practice. As the old saying goes, it is easy to said than done! (Ya Allah….. Jauhilah diriku daripada sifat amarah.)

"How can the treaties of the Mushrikeen be trusted - they are a people who whenever they have a slight edge over you, respect neither the ties of kinship nor any agreement that they have entered into. They want to keep you happy with cajolery while their faces belie their hearts. The majority of them are F'asiqeen. They barter the terms of the treaty for paltry gains and turn others aside from the path of Allah. How evil is that which they do!"

(At-Taubah, Ayat 8-9)

In relationship, HONESTY is the most vital substance. Tak kisahlah dengan sahabat ke, dengan boyfriend/girlfriend ke, dengan mak-ayah ke, dengan siblings ke, dengan sedara-mara ke,etc. And above all, dengan DIA. I do not want to touch on honesty with HIM, yet.

Kita nak orang honest dengan kita, kita kena honest dulu dengan orang. Get me?! Jangan expect from people things that awak sendiri tak buat. It’s spoiled everything! And do not do things behind once back, which is so immoral and terrible. Bare in mind, what goes around comes around, what goes up must comes down. Life is always fair. Allah is always fair and square to us!

In friendship, selalu kita dengar kes kawan makan kawan. Kenapa? Sebab HONESTY dah lenyap dalam diri. Let us take an example. If we are a truthful kind of buddy, will we spread horrific rumors about our friends??? Will we backstab our friends??? Will we let them commit sin??? *~irritating~*

Same goes in relationship with our dearest. Trust and honest = live together happily ever after. Tapi kalau salah satu daripada substance ni hilang, saya tak tau lah nak cakap apa. Dua benda ni penting. Plus, limitation; itu memang tak perlu saya sentuh. (reminder for me too) To be honest we have to be truthful, fair and sincere at all times. There’s no word such as CHEAT in a sincere relationship. Even a little lie or a small act of cheating is being dishonest. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua. The truth shall be prevailed. Kadang-kadang kita tak mintak untuk tahu kebenaran… Tapi Allah datangkan “perantara”. E/g: Orang datang pada kita sampaikan kebenaran... (but of course kita kena bijak. tapis dulu.) Remember, one lie leads to telling many lies! Honest people are respected and trusted by everyone. You can’t force people to simply respect you. You need to GAIN the respect.
That’s all I guess. Ermmm….. no girls, no idol. Erkkk….. Ape relation? *mengots mode* hehe….. Whatever~ :)

~A dishonest person does not have any faith~

5 Simple Rules To Be a Super Duper Yummy Happy! =D

2005-03-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

1. Free your heart from hatred.
(No matter how bad friends treat you; do forgive them before you sleep every night! Bear in mind that people have their very own attitude, style and behavior. So train yourself (myself too) to accept people around you just the way they are. If advices should be given, do it with a proper method).

2. Free your mind from worries.
(With every difficulty, there is relief. No “profit” of worries. In fact, you will lose lots of wonderful things around. So no matter how tough, SMILE!)

3. Live simply.
(Be humble and down to earth. No need to show off. Just be you. Be good, be bold, be wiser, and just be!)

4. Give more.
(Sharing is caring. Share your knowledge with people. How? Gain and explore for more knowledge each day. (Good reminder for me too.)

5. Expect less.
Never put a high expectation towards people. Instead of wait on, you contribute. Why? Simple, people have their own standard of ability. You can’t expect the best of the best from everybody. But in certain condition, you HAVE to put a high expectation for your own “revenue”. When? When it comes to STUDIES. Letakkan impian setinggi langit. Kerana pabila ia jatuh, ia akan jatuh ke gunung. Usah letakkan impian setinggi gunung. Kerana pabila ia jatuh, ia akan jatuh bergelimpangan di atas tanah….. Pernah dengar kan? Set a certain expectation, and make it as your strength of mind that encourages you to achieve the best result!

Ermmmmm, I would like to add another “rule”. REMEMBERANCE OF HIM. This is the best solution of all… Wallahu’alam... :)

Malaysian GP 2005 - F1

2005-03-17T17:03:00.000+08:00

Salam and hullow~

1st of all, thanx to BARN for offering me the free F1 ticket. *sob* *sob* If truth be told, I want to go. Sape tak nak, GRAND STAND PLATINUM bep! Previous GP was in Melbourne, tak follow sangat. Got no time. :D Ehehe… Sorry la peeps, memang minat F1 ni dari dulu sebenarnya. TerOBSES pulak. *wink* :D

Anyhow, went thru Utusan Online just now. Terbaca article kat bawah ni… Macam menarik, macam ermmmmm………. ERK pon ade jugak. Hehe…

TITLE : TETAP MENAWAN...

Gadis litar yang selalu menjadi penyeri perlumbaan Formula Satu (F1) biasanya sering dikaitkan dengan pakaian seksi yang kadang-kadang menjolok mata.

Namun sempena perlumbaan F1 Grand Prix Malaysia Petronas hujung minggu ini, penganjur menampilkan satu kelainan apabila gadis-gadis litar akan tampil dengan pakaian kebaya moden.

Potongan kebaya yang dimodenkan supaya sesuai dengan acara itu adalah ciptaan pereka tempatan terkenal Rizalman.

Ia menampilkan kombinasi warna hijau dan putih bakal memberi kelainan pada perlumbaan yang masuk edisi ketujuh sejak tahun 1999 itu. Kebaya itu menampilkan ciri-ciri fabrik yang mengambil kira faktor cuaca di Malaysia yang panas supaya memberi keselesaan kepada gadis litar aktif.

SEBAHAGIAN daripada gadis litar Formula Satu Grand Prix Malaysia Petronas menggayakan kebaya moden rekaan Rizalman di Galeri Petronas, Kuala Lumpur semalam.

Hurmmm… Nice… Saya memang adore Rizalman’s designs. Sophisticated, stylish and classy! Ermmm………. bit of “sexy” touch too. Haha! :D Bukan sexy…, tapi feminine KOT! Whatever~

Even though F1 girls dalam gambar kat atas tu still “ntah apa2”, but ada perubahan. Agak sesuai dengan budaya Melayu kita... :) If I were to compare with previous F1 girls, hmmm faham2 sendirilah. Macam tak cukup kain! Exactly like the pix below. (Sorry for the “sexy” pix. Just want to compare. That’s all).

For Petronas Malaysia GP 2005, the girls look more feminine and decent. Well maybe some of us might say…, still stock2 tak cukup kain jugak... This is so subjective. I am just giving my opinion. To me, better than none, better than before. Full stop! :D Okay peeps! Just a short post. Saje nak update about what's HOT in Malaysia now. To those who are also an F1 fan, do visit this site - http://www.formula1.com/

Bye!!! :D

I LOOOOOVEEEEE MATHS! (yeah right!)

2005-03-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

Salam... :(

I was doing my Statistics tutorial just now… Aiyooo… Don’t know what to say laaa… I EXTREMELY dislike Maths! Huwaaaaa!!!!! Any idea for this terrible attitude that had been haunting me since ermmmmm……………….. I was born? Whatever~ Always feel like “killing” the one who had introduced Maths! Erks! *bad girl*

Gheeeheee… The final xm is just around the corner. Tadi kat kelas Stats. Mdm. Ajitha cakap, Stats ni selalu yang ramai fail! Ayaks! Me and Mun were so cuak2 one… Grrrrrrrrrr!!! So, balik je dari class tadi, terus hit tutorial Stats! Cuakness and takutness punya pasal. hehe... :D

Hmmmmm….. Takut2 pun bukan dapat apa. Baik continue with the tutorial! Ha??? Did I say CONTINUE BUAT TUTORIAL STATS??? *crying like tuuuuut* :( :( :(

Its okay! *~chiLL chiLL~* :D My long lost friend from UTM gave me this… Really insaf pulak tiba2… Jom share! :)

Abdullah bin Mas'ud, may Allah be pleased with him, reported:-Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) said: There should be no envy but only in case of two persons: one having been endowed with wealth and power to spend it in the cause of Truth, and (the other) who has been endowed with wisdom which he uses for judging and teaches it (to others). –MUSLIM-

Ada jugak dia touch on our intention of studying. Haihhh lah. Memang je sangat terkesan dengan apa yang dia cakap. Yelah sebok sangat nak dapat 1st CLASS (kononnyeee!), sampai jadikan itu my main intention of studying, especially Maths ni. Tu yang susah nak masuk tu. Awal2 niat dah terpesong! :D hihi~ Yelah, semakin dekat ke Final, semakin mengots otak. But still waras! :D *tukaring my intention mode* Hehehe…

Okay peeps, ask yourself. Kenapa saya belajar, kenapa saya menuntut ilmu? Kalau sebab nak dapat 1st class so nanti ayah belikan BMW sebijik, hehe… cepat2lah refresh intention tu… (a veeery good advice for me too) :D wallahu’alam…

Daaaaa~

P/s: Mun, I didn’t mad at u la dear… Ape case tetibe nak marah u kat class Stat? Where on earth you dapat idea I marah you eh? I was so happy ade la. You know why…..? Sebab…………………………… dapat new lipstick by SK-II!!! :D Thanx Mun! Muahsx! Bdw, please check for me the PINK PEARL k dear? ;) love always~

SHOPPING!

2005-03-14T07:41:00.000+08:00

Erkkkkkssss… Got no classes today and tomorrow… My class on Wednesday will only start at 12pm… So, I’m thinking of going back to KL this evening for……….??? S H O P P I N G ! ! ! :D Well, the Mega Sale is happening! Star Hill will be the first spot to hit! But my mum and my sis prefer KLCC for their retail therapy. Hehe… I don’t really favor KLCC lately. Banyak Indon! Seriously! I went like… “whuttaheck?” (--->wops!) But if I were to compare KLCC and Star Hill, without a doubt KLCC offers more choices! It is just that ermmmmm….. the environment that Star Hill has is more “exclusive” for shopping mood. Ehe, whatever~

BUT, a lil bit different for my “retail therapy session” this time. No more skimpy-handed to hold those bags! I think my shopaholic is driving me crazy! Have to do something with it. Have to control my lust actually!!! Have to work for it! Owww owww~ did I mention LUST? And have I told you people that how challenging it is to have power over our lust??? (My shopping-lust actually). You know…, the hardest and toughest war is the war against our own lust!

Extravagance or waste is evil. The Shariah prohibits waste. Allah Ta'ala states in the Holy Quran: "Do not waste. Verily, the wasters are the brothers of shaitaan."

Erks! And the above verse really blazes myself.

Therefore, I just have ONE obsession-item in my mind. I repeat, ONE ITEM ONLY! A new handbag. Well, actually I’ve been searching for a new CLUTCH since I don’t even has one! I am so in love with the latest white “Dior Street Chic” evening clutch! Very sweet with English embroidery on fine cotton and chain handle with rhinestones decorated little flowers. But too bad, CLUTCH TU BELUM SAMPAI KAT MALAYSIA NI… :( Erks! *sad* So I’ve decided to buy whether the Guess? Saloon Half Flap handbag or the pink Shoulder/Beach Bag by Dior (since me and my “sis” had planed for a beach hols!) Take a look at both. *wink* ;)

I don’t really favor PLAIN AND LEATHER handbag. It looks like ermmm ehehe… old lady! Macam mak-mak! (--->wops! Tiada kena-mengena dengan yang hidup, mati, mahupun pengsan). :D Hmmm, one of my friends asked me, “best ke branded stuff?” Well, well, well. It’s my interest! Not to boost up when I’m wearing those bits and pieces, but it is more to QUALITY-SATISFACTION! Bukan tak layan Petaling Street… Kalau tengah sengkek but nafsu shopping ni amatlah kuat, Petaling Street will be my substitute! :D Penah je beli kasut made in Petaling Street… (proud of it!) But as I said, I’ll go for QUALITY-SATISFACTION. Penah la beli jam RM10 kat Petaling Street, tak sampai seminggu dah putus. Ha, ape cite??? :D

"Anyone who has an atom of pride in his heart will not enter the Garden." A man then asked, "What about the one who likes to wear a handsome robe and good shoes?" The Prophet (peace be upon him) replied, "Surely Allah is beautiful and loves beauty." (Muslim)

Owh, got an sms from a bro. Terkejut saya. Dia accident! Erks! Pity him… Semoga dia tak apa2… On his way to CJ tu…

Okay peeps… got to hit 2 assignments - Law and Management. Erks! Ws… :D

My SWEET Memories..., Novel..., hmmm what a LOOOOONG post!

2005-03-13T10:29:00.000+08:00

Urghhh!!! I’m critically ADDICTED to MALAY NOVEL like ***tuuuuut*** ehehe… Seriously! No joking man! Want to finished up those assignments and go to Popular to buy another MALAY NOVEL???!!! “Setia Menanti”. Hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!! :D Who should accept the blame for this nutty situation? Siapa lagi kalau bukan makhluk noti bernama IESYA and DIQQ! Beyond doubt! Ehehe… Asyik layan Sidney Sheldon je, bosan jugak! Sekali-sekala “insaf” jadi Melayu, seronok jugak! :D

Actually novel2 Melayu ni boleh tahan. (Cewah! Memandai komen. Padahal baru satu novel Melayu yang dibaca! Hahaaaa!!!) :D But seriously, not bad. Cuma bak kata DIQQ, kadang2 tu, stereotype sangat plot ceritanya. Mungkin…

Ahaaa!!! Sebelum saya terforgot…, dengan BANGGANYA saya nak announce yang saya dah HABIS BACA NOVEL CINTAMU DI HATI pagi semalam!!!!! Hihieeeee!~ :D And the most exciting part is…………………………………………………… I manage to finish reading it within A WEEK!!! :D Waaaaa… bangga bangat gue…!!! :D

A very touching and ermmmmm….. “related” story. Believe it or not, I was weeping (shame shame :D) while reading the last part of the novel. Emo kejap. :D

Saya nak share sikit apa yang saya dapat from “Cintamu Di Hati”… :D And saya akan ulas dengan menggunakan BAHASA MELAYU SEPENUHNYA!

1. Orang kata hati manusia mudah benar beralih arah. Tapi tidak semudah itu untuk melupakan CINTA PERTAMA. Tak semudah mulut meluahkan, tak semudah telinga yang mendengar. Sebelum boleh melupakan, pelbagai rintangan dan gelora harus diharungi. Berlawan dengan perasaan sendiri yang sering diburu rasa keliru di hati. Cukup menyeksakan diri! Hanya orang yang tabah boleh melupakan memori2 indah yang pernah dikongsi bersama, janji2 setia yang pernah diikat kemas di sanubari. Kita mungkin mampu melenyapkan nama CINTA PERTAMA dari kotak fikiran. Namun, mana mungkin kita melupakan segala memori indah bersama, segala janji2 setia yang pernah dikota, segala bait2 kata indah yang pernah tersemat di sanubari…..

2. Hendak seribu daya. Tak nak seribu dalih. Saya cukup kagum dengan watak Seri Adriani. Dalam keadaan baru dilafazkan talak oleh suami, beserta “janin istimewa” yang masih belum pun sampai 2 bulan dalam kandungan, Seri Adriani menggagahkan diri untuk melanjutkan pelajaran (Phd) di UK. Sampai di sana, Seri Adriani melahirkan seorang bayi lelaki, Aiman. 4 tahun di UK hanya bersama seorang anak lelaki kecil, tanpa emak, tanpa ayah, tanpa suami, tanpa seorang yang sama darah dagingnya. Dalam keadaan sarat mengandung dia berjalan kaki ke tempat kuliyah sendirian. Belum habis pantang telah kembali berjalan kaki ke tempat kuliyah semula! Siang malam bersengkang mata menyiapkan tesis. Dan hasil semangat juang yang tinggi, Seri Adriani berjaya mendapat ‘FIRST CLASS’…! Dr. Seri Adriani. Impress! Tertanya pada diri sendiri. Kita di MMU yang cukup lengkap dengan segala macam benda…, apa alas an kita untuk tidak mampu mendapat “FIRST CLASS”??? Satu cabaran untuk diri sendiri, insya-Allah.

3. Walau besar mana pun dugaan, walau berat mana pun cubaan dalam percintaan, jangan sekali-kali mengenepikan ibu bapa yang bersusah-payah menjaga kita sejak tangisan pertama kita memecah dunia hingga kini. Restu mak ayah sangat penting! Bukan dalam soal jodoh sahaja; umum. Sering terjadi percintaan yang tidak mendapat restu daripada kedua orang tua. PERIT! Hanya itu yang mampu saya gambarkan. Ermmm seorang ermmm kawan (mengapa susah sungguh hati ni nak mengaku yang dia ialah seorang kawan?) pernah berkata, “kita kena cuba. Doa pada Allah, moga2 dilembutkan hati mak ayah kita. Jangan putus asa.” Hmmm, subjektif. Mungkin ada benarnya… Mungkin. Sebab percintaan kawan saya yang mengeluarkan kata2 itu pun telah berhenti di pertengahan jalan kerana tidak mendapat restu kedua ibu bapa. Semoga dia tabah. Ingatlah kawan, kata2 tak semudah untuk dikota! Tapi cuba tanya pada diri sendiri, mampukah kita…????? Mampukah kita untuk meneruskan percintaan yang tidak menjanjikan apa2 kepastian pada diri??? Mampu? Kalau ditanya saya, secara jujurnya saya tidak mempunyai cukup kekuatan untuk itu. Namun sebagai manusia biasa, kekecewaan di hati hanya Allah yang tahu….. Hilang kekasih boleh dicari. Hilang emak dan ayah…????? Renungkan…..

4. Kawan makan kawan. “Member back stab member”. Pernah dengar? Tersangat pernah kan? Kenapa air mata saya mengalir tatkala saya membaca bahagian terakhir novel ini…??? Bayangkan….., apa perasaan anda apabila mengetahui yang sahabat karib anda ialah dalang yang merancang kemusnahan rumah tangga anda? Dan yang paling pedih untuk diterima, apa perasaan anda bila mengetahui SAHABAT KARIB ANDA DIIJABKABULKAN DENGAN BEKAS CINTA PERTAMA ANDA?????!!! Bagai dicincang-cincang sekeping hati…, dihiris bak sembilu! Kan??? Tapi itulah yang dinamakan jodoh; hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui “warna” kehidupan hamba-Nya… Pengajaran di sini - Usah letakkan 100% kepercayaan pada makhluk yang bergelar manusia… (ini sekadar pendapat peribadi saya).

Hmmm….. banyak pulak komen. :D seronok pulak menggunakan bahasa Melayu sepenuhnya. Teringat zaman sekolah di SMTK dulu. Sahabat yang paling saya sayang, MAZLINDA IDAYU MAZLAN. Dia lah partner Bahasa Melayu saya yang best!!! ***big kiss to her*** Kalau buat karangan, memang karangan kami sering menjadi contoh. *happy* Really miss those memories in SMTK! Best school I ever had!~ MRSM??? Tak berjaya menandingi those chronicles in Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Taman Kosas! And CIKGU MAHERAN is our BESTEST cikgu!!! (Best sebab dia sangat baik! Dan best sebab dia suka beranak! Tiap2 tahun dia akan beranak! Hmmm kompius kejap… :D) Ahaaa, BESTEST class, 3 ARIF! :D Hope these pix will bring to mind our memories in SMTK…

From left : Murni, Midah, Zety, ME, Noorina, Matul, MAZLINDA

From left : MAZLINDA, Noorina, Murni, CIKGU MAHERAN, Midah, Shakira, ME

Back : Marlina, May Yee, Fazlina

Okay peeps, how was my BM??? Ok tak? Dah lama tak mengarang sebenarnya… :D So, my NEXT MALAY NOVEL??? Eheee…! :D Setia Menanti by Fauziah Ashari. Saya tak berapa suka baca novel2 berat such as OMBAK RINDU, though it is a very famous novel! Baca sekadar nak hilangkan bosan. Tapi tak sangka dah menjadi hobi baru! :D Ws..... :)

A Concise Yet Meaningful Aide Memoire For Me...

2005-03-11T12:51:00.000+08:00

There are two types of human beings: Those who follow base desires and those who adopt a pure way of life. There are those who despise others and thrive on ostentatious (bermegah-megah) and self-centered pursuits. Their souls are inimical to truth and their minds are full of selfish and conceited (sombong) thoughts. They like inconveniencing others; they derive immense pleasure from taking advantage of the weaknesses of others. Such people are living on infernal provision, and will abide in hell in the hereafter.

Then there are those who are pure in spirit. Others’ success causes them genuine pleasure. They are happy to forgive those who are at their mercy. They are loving and wish their fellows well: they thrive on humility and meekness (kesabaran). Such people are living in a heavenly atmosphere. They are content to concede a disputed point to others. When their faults are pointed out they are quick to admit them. They are restless until they have paid back their debts. Such people are living on heavenly provision.

- The Fight Against Ovarian Cancer -

2005-03-11T12:34:00.000+08:00

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The Color Of Hope bracelet. Its PINK! Simple, nice and sweet bangle. Do we have it here in Malaysia??? Ermmm I doubt. Went thru http://www.loreal.com.my/_ms/_my/ , but got no news or info on this. :( *Weep* :(

Saya Telah Membeli NOVEL MELAYU

2005-03-08T09:50:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum...

Quite messed-up yesterday. So I went to Popular, JJ. Owh yaaa, went to Times first, met DIQQ and IESYA there. Well, not so many attention-grabbing books there. Or… was I the one to be blamed and not those books? Hehe… *blank* I love reading very much. From kids’ storybooks to those factual or so called bored to death books! Bdw, BARBIE COLORING BOOKS at Times are so so sooo pweetty and shuuuwit! Lots of pinks inside the books! Gheeeheee…!!!!! Almost bought one. But….. naaahhh… grow-up Am! :D

Back to Popular. I really do not understand my very own self! Believe it or not….. I bought a MALAY NOVEL at Popular!!!!!!!!!! 389 pages! Waaaaa kalau kat MRSM dulu, malam sikit nak baca novel2 Melayu ni. Jangankan 300 pages, 100 pages pun berabad nak habis baca! Selalu kena kutuksss dengan member! Hihieee… That was back in 1999… Memang tak ada nafsu langsung nak baca novel2 Melayu. Now apa dah jadi??? Sape yang bersalah? saya tak salah..... Popular lah salah... Sape suruh jual novel2 Melayu ni..... :D MEROYAN agaknya! :D

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“CINTAMU DI HATI by Aida Adriani”

That is the title of the novel. Arghhhhh Tajuk pun dah karatsssss… Cinta lah, hati lah… Huhuhu…~ Who cares kan? Sekali-sekala buang tebiat… Sometimes jadi MENTALLY RETARDED ni release tension jugak. Tapi jangan selalu lah… Nanti tak pasal2 jadi penghuni tetap di Tanjung Rambutan! :D

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~~~~~~~SINOPSIS~~~~~~~

Kata orang... kita boleh jatuh cinta dalam sekelip mata tapi untuk melupakannya hampir sepanjang hayat. Sememangnya, cinta pertama terlalu sukar dilupakan. Meskipun tidak berakhir dengan satu ikatan suci, namun kenangan itu tetap utuh di hati, terpahat teguh di sanubari.
Seri terperangkap antara dua perasaan; cinta suci seorang lelaki dan cinta sejati kekasih lama. Keteguhan hatinya terduga apabila Zulfy semakin dekat padanya. Setiap waktu bersama Zulfy meletakkannya dalam kemelut perasaan. Kenangan cinta pertama mereka kembali memburu hingga mengundang cemburu Azlan. Dalam melawan arus asmara terlarang, kesetiaan Seri terus-terusan diragui.
Takdir ALLAH tiada siapa dapat menghalang, ujian datang tiada siapa dapat menduga. Seri terus tabah menghadapi segala rintangan dalam mencari bahagia yang hilang. Jalan yang dilalui tetap berliku. Bahagia yang dicari ibarat fatamorgana. Ada waktunya dia hampir mengaku kalah dengan takdir. Ada saatnya dia hampir tersungkur dalam mencari sejalur sinar.
Hari berlalu... dan dalam pencarian itu, hatinya sering berkata, milik siapakah cinta ini? Masih adakah cinta kedua buatnya?

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The KEY

2005-03-07T14:16:00.000+08:00

~ Innuendo ~

The “KEY” is with us (girls). It is all up to us, whether to give the “KEY” or not. Once you give the “KEY”, it is damn thorny and complex to take it back. Guys, since the dawn of civilization, they adore the “KEY” very much! Writing base on experiences, do not simply “grants” the “KEY”. Once broken, considered sold; once opened, it is so hard to “hold”!

~ Just For FUN - From E-Mail ~ It Makes Sense Though...

BOY : May I hold your hand?

GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

BOY : Say you love me! Say you love me!

GIRL : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??

BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.

BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.

BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!

GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!

GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??

TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.

WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?

MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of theother.

HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out ofthe mouth. (DA VEEEEERY DA TRUE! :D)

MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think,Peter?

PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?"

Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday". (GUYSSSSS…)

CADBURRY choc!

2005-03-06T19:28:00.000+08:00

Salam peeps!!!!!

Huhuhu...! Best2! Penat2 balik from wedding, ERIN bagi da veeeeery da BIG CADBURRY choc! Huhuhu!!! ERIN memang best! Da very da best lah! (Ha, dah puji ni Erin. Bile nak belanje am mango juice kat gelas besar?) :D But seriously, she's a damn good friend of mine! Da very da helpful one you know... Hihihi...! Ermmm, too much praising you lah Cik ErinaSofwa! Kenot! Afterwards you'll get kembang2 one... :D Okies, special post to ERIN actually. Thanx so much! Muackx & Huggiez! Ukieee... Gtg! Ada quiz Stat. tomorrow~ Daaaaa~ Ws... -----@

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Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a : Bahawa Nabi SAW telah bersabda : " Setiap anggota manusia harus membuat sedekah setiap hari apabila matahari terbit. Engkau mendamaikan antara dua orang adalah sedekah. Dan engkau menolong sesaorang menaiki tunggangannya atau pun engkau menolong mengangkat baginya barang-barang ke atas tunggangnya adalah sedekah, dan perkataan yang baik itu sedekah. Dan pada tiap-tiap langkah menuju ke tempat sembahyang adalah sedekah. Dan engkau menjauhkan bahaya dari jalan laluan juga menjadi sedekah. "

<<< Current Mode >>>

2005-03-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

Title : Bukan Cinta Biasa

Begitu banyak cerita

Atas sebab ada duka

Cinta yang ingin ku tulis

Bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beza

Masaalah pun takkan sama

Ku tak ingin dia ragu

Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas

Cintaku getaran yang sama

Tak perlu di paksa

Tak perlu di cari

Kerna ku yakin ada jawabnya...ohhh

Andai ku bisa merubah semua

Hingga tiada orang terluka

Tapi tak mungkin,

Ku tak berdaya

Hanya yakin menunggu

Jawabnya...

Janji terikat setia

Masa mengupas segala

Mungkin dia kan berlalu

Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

Diriku hanya insan biasa

Miliki naluri yang sama

Tak ingin berpaling

Tak ingin berganti

Jiwa ku sering saja berkata...ohhh

Andai ku mampu mengulang semula

Ku pasti tiada yang curiga

Kasih kan hadir

Tiada terduga

Hanya yakin menunggu

Jawapan...

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas

Cintaku getaran yang sama

Tak perlu di paksa

Tak perlu di cari

Kerna ku yakin ada jawabnya...ohhh

Andai ku bisa merubah semua

Hingga tiada orang terluka

Tapi tak mungkin

Ku tak berdaya

Hanya yakin menunggu

Jawabnya ...ohhh

Diriku hanya insan biasa

Miliki naluri yang sama

Tak ingin berpaling

Tak ingin berganti

Jiwa ku sering saja berkata...ohhh

Andai ku mampu pulang semula

Ku pasti tiada yang curiga

Kasih kan hadir

Tiada terduka

Hanya yakin menunggu

Jawapan...

Song by : Siti Nurhaliza

Banyak Perkara Mengejutkan... :)

2005-03-03T07:43:00.000+08:00

Tak-tuk Tak-tuk...!?! :)

I was a bit (a very lil bit) surprised last night when I heard a “probable” PHRASE from one of my….. shall I call friend? Okay, friend. Its not proper if I mention the phrase here.

Anyhow, I just smile when I heard that phrase came out from her mouth. She was like a bit guilty after all, knowing that I was in my “space”. It was like from a kid’s. Its okay, ermmmmm just assume that she isn’t “full-grown” enough. Well well well… now who is two-facedness? My dear ermmm friend, the truth shall be prevailed. :)

This hadith is a good reminder for me and for her.

Abu Shuraih Al-Khuza'i, may Allah be pleased with him, narrated: “The Prophet (may peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) observed: He who believes in Allah and the Last Day should do good to his neighbor; and he who believes in Allah and the Last Day should show hospitality to the guest; and he who believes in Allah and the Last Day should either speak good or better remain silent.” (Sahih Muslim)

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That Is Not My Pix...

What a joke! I jut uploaded a pix at my Friendster. Suddenly I got an offline message from a senior.

“Am, kenapa letak gambar tak pakai tudung kat your friendster?”

OMG! I went like….. @#$!%^&*()>”:<+??? (blank). Did I? Aiyyyooo… My dear sista, that’s not my pix… Look at the pix carefully… That is Alizee’s pix, a French singer… :D Hehehe… How can I put my unveil pix...? Never da never you know! Tickling lah you! :D

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A Call From MAMA...

Got a call from my mum… Impress with her unexpected and surprising advices. I was so bowled over. Speechless!!!

Thanx Ma for the thumb up aide memoire. Honestly, never thought of such a reminder from you. Above all, thanx to HIM. Alhamdulillah..... :)

"Sesungguhnya kamu tidak akan dapat memberi petunjuk kepada orang yang kamu kasihi, tetapi Allah memberi petunjuk kepada orang yang dikehendaki-Nya, dan Allah lebih mengetahui orang-orang yang mau menerima petunjuk." (al-Qashash: 56)

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1. What color is most reflective of you?# pink and white…

2. How did you get the idea for your friendster name?# its bona fide from my ic. Hehe…

3.What time were you born?# ermmm Subuh kot…

4.What song you wish you are playing?# The Man Who Sold The World by Nirvana.

5. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?# not worth it! Never da never I will!

6.What color of clothes are you wearing?# baby blue-white.

7. Do you want a baby?# OPKOS la nak… but erksss bit scared2 lah! Hihi! ;)

10. What is your pet's name?# I dun have any.

11. What color are your bedsheets?# baby blue~

12. What are the last 4 digits of your phone number?# tak reti buat soalan eh? Tak paham.

13. What song are you playing now?# Switchfoot – Dare You To Move.

14. What was the last concert you attended?# can’t recall.

15. Who was with you?# crazy-weird fwen! :D

16. What was the last movie you saw?# GK3. Tolong jangan gelak!

17. Who do you like most at this moment?# like and love are two different things aight? Ermmm lemmi c… a junior named Amy. She’s sweet!

18. What food are you craving right now?# Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Starbucks Caramel Ice-Blended! :(

19. Did you dream last night?# Yup! Shuuuwit dweam! :D

20.What was the last tv show you watched?# Ermmm America’s Next Top Model. Yoanna won! :D

21.What is your fave piece of jewelry?# A white gold ring from Tiffany & Co.

22. What is to the left of you?# erks! A standing fan???

23. What was the last thing you ate?# Black-pepper burger. Thanx 2 Diqq & Iesya! :D

24. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?# him

25. Write a song lyric that's in your head?# Looks like we made it… Look how far we've come my baby… We mighta took the long way… We knew we'd get there someday… bla…bla…bla…~

26. What song is that from?# Shania Twain – You’re Still The One.

27. Who the last person you talked to?# him.

28. What is your favourite colours?# pink!!!

29. Do you have a crush?# nahhhhh Im taken! *wink* *wink* But if LOVE does count as a crush, then it will be him la kan… :D

30. What is his/her name? ..# hahaha!!! Kenot tell one… Da very da special!

31. What shampoo do you use?# Head & Shoulders.

32. When was the last time you cut your hair?# erks!

33. What is your favourite subjects?# English, Marketing, Arts & Lit. I HATE MATHS!

34. Do you have a mental disease?# owhhh da very da… 24-7 I think! haha~ :D

35. What shirt are you wearing?# wearing baju kurung laaa… Supposed ade klass at 8am, tp cancel la pulak… (ceyyy konon sedey... dlm hati... "bestnye bestnye!!!") *evil grin*

36. What time is it?# 8.45am

38. What is your favourite drink?# Ice Blended!

39. Are you sexy? Are you gay?# Gay??? Yuckkerk! Sexy…? Eeewww~ ;;)

40. Whats your favorite shopping store?# KLCC, Starhill, Harrods!

! OUT OF THE ORDINARY !

2005-03-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

Erkkkkk... Got this from my friend, Lyia. It looks "bizarre". But i like this pix. Unique! :)

BUT pleaseeeeeeeeee don't ever dare to try! Tak baik! :D

p/s: ala2 Kurt Cobain la pulak... Hmmm inilah mat saleh. Mudah sangat bunuh diri kalau tension. As a Muslim, kita patut bersyukur sebab kita ada pegangan - IMAN.

Have you packed your "BAG"???

2005-03-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

When we pack our bags to go visit far away living friends or for a long vacation, we always keep in mind to pack our clothes, shoes, bathroom necessities and other little things..… As for the GIRLS, lagi la… Make-up, lipstick, lip balm, lip-gloss

(ha tengok, baru lips!) :D Ehehe… Nama lagi PEREMPUAN kan… Nothing wrong pun if you want to touch up your face. Tapi jangan lah over do... Nanti jadi tepung gomak, dah tak natural. Hilang terus da vogue da vas of your pweeeeety face! *wink* *wink*

Since we could understand right from wrong, we have started packing our bags and will finished when our souls leave us.

Have you packed your SOLAT everyday?

Have you packed your FASTING? (a very good reminder for me too)

Have you packed your reading and memorizing the QURAN?

Have you packed those little things we do and get ajar for?

Have you?

Our bags are called LIFE. We have to pack our ‘BAG’ everyday because we don't know when Allah will call us back to HIM. Hence, we should be prepared for it.

And on the way up to Allah, you don't get any ‘U-TURNS’ for you to go back and get the things you forgot to pack. Therefore, start packing if you already haven't, and don't forget, there's no such thing as too many bags when we’re packing for our trip to Allah.

MISERY

2005-02-28T16:10:00.000+08:00

Hectic + Cuak

Last week was quite a hectic plus ‘cuak’ week. With 2 mid-term tests in A DAY, as well as assignments, gheeeheee… Aha, should I call it as an APOLOGY week? Hehe… Tersaiko kejap. However, alhamdulillah… Law question was not that tough, but bit tricky. As for Statistics aka MATHS…………………………., ehehe… thank God, the question was quite okay. But, I hate Maths very much actually. Tak suka. Boleh tak? :D So sebab tak suka, soalan yang macam “nut” tu pun saya nak kata susah jugak! Biar! Erkkksss… What is da happening? All in all, both papers are all right! :D

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A call from IMRAN

Got a call from my youngest brother, IMRAN last 3 days (just an hour before my Maths test). He went like…

Imran : Kak Ina, tak balik KL ke?
Me : Erkkk… Tak kot… Malam ni ade test. Ni pun ade lagi satu paper kol 12.
Imran : Ow… Buat ape tu?
Me: Laaa study la. Study Maths ni ha… Tak best btol!
Imran : Hahahahahaha! Kak Ina, rajin…ko buat Maths ek?
Me : Well… practice makes perfect!
Imran : Ow eh? But nobody is perfect! So buat ape practice? Balik KL shopping lagi best! Hahahahahaha!!!
Me : Erkkkkk… @#$%^&*()+>

Kemeks Imran! An answer from a 13 years old boy! Hmmm, kenot… Tak bley pakai! :D Lingkop nanti!

"The manpower sector should be given attention because we want our younger generation to acquire skills so that they can contribute to the country's development." (Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi)

Considering myself as a young generation, i'll work hard for my maths skills then. For my beloved Malaysia. A for my maths! (Dah kenapa tiba2 patriotik tak tentu pasal ni Amrina???) Hehehe… Naaahhh… Not for Malaysia. Well maybe yes, but above all, for HIM, insya-Allah.

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Netball with the GURLS!!!

Tiring but it was extremely FUN! About a year tak main netball. Suddenly Imah ajak join. So apa lagi kan? :D Padang sangat besar. Tak ada line pun. So main belasah jek! Penat gile! Kinda funny actually. Tak dapat sangat pun bola. Tapi, penat lari. Haha!!! Anyway…, that’s not important after all. What most to dwell on is the ukhuwah among us. After some times being “singlehanded” there I was! Got back on track with the girls. So much to catch up with them, especially Imah. Thanx sweetheart…

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.::.Life Is Like Baking A Cake.::.

A little boy is telling his Grandma how "everything" is going wrong. School, family problems, health problems, problems with friends, etc.

Meanwhile, Grandma is baking a cake. She asks her grandson if he would like a snack, which, of course, he does."Here, have some cooking oil." *"Yuck" says the boy."How about a couple raw eggs? " "Gross, Grandma!""Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?""Grandma, those are all yucky!"

To which Grandma replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake!God works the same way. Many times we wonder why he would let us go through such bad and difficult times.But Allah knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful!"

Allah is "Crazy" About You. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart.

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When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

CONFESSION OF GUILT

2005-02-27T10:23:00.000+08:00

Title -----> Separate Paths, One Heart...

Upon the wind you float,

yet direction comes into view,

not just of a sensual nature realized,

one of substance of the heart.

A butterfly, to and fro soaring freely,

yet a path chosen,

one of the future so intense,

yet vivid with colors of the rainbow.

Sweet kisses bestowed upon me,

yet, love, grander than just ermmmmm...,

of faithful moments given,

of strength passed from friend to friend.

Love present just the same,

yet, one of a mature nature so needed,

open arms always present,

advice given, out of the truest wisdom.

For now there are concrete paths,

distance separates, but, the soul is as one,

love me eternally so I will not die,

you see, your breaths heal me as I cry in the night.

To Dearest MEKTO' Sarah...

Its not that I don't want to say SORRY for what I have done. But, a million, trillion, zillion, etc sorry from me isn't enough for a super-special sister like you...

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Title -----> A, B, C, Wish... (To whom it may impinge)

A wish for you dear friend today,

Brings peace for you and never dismay.

Comforting you on difficult days,

Drowning your sorrow in so many ways.

Ever encouraging your heart with cheer,

From beginning to end, all through the year.

Gentle reminders of a friend who is near,

Happiness for all the ones you hold dear.

Instant smiles all frowns we must hide.

Joy for the morning and evening tide.

Kindness uplifting a weary heart.

Love and good wishes right from the start.

Merry days warmed with the sun.

No storm clouds to gather and ruin your fun.

Only good fortune to shower your day,

Promising a rainbow at the end of the way.

Quickly returning good health to you,

Refreshing breezes and morning's sweet dew.

Sunshine and laughter to keep your heart glad.

Total removal of all that is sad.

Ultimate devotion from those that you love.

Very good blessings from the Lord up above.

Wealth for your comfort in later years,

X marks the spot to leave all your fears.

Youthful feelings to cheer your heart,

Zealous endeavors that never depart.

An ocean of apology...

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Title -----> All Apologies

"What else should I be

All apologies

What else could I say

Everyone is gay

What else could I write

I don't have the right

What else should I be

All apologies

In the sun

In the sun I feel as one

In the sun

I'm married

Buried

I wish I was like you

Easily amused

Find my nest of salt

Everything is my fault

I'll take all the blame

Aqua seafoam shame

Sunburn with freezeburn

Choking on the ashes of her enemy

In the sun

In the sun I feel as one

In the sunIn the sun

Married, Maried, Maried!

Buried!

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

All in all is all we are (x20)"

Song by -----> NIRVANA

Rezeki Melalui " NUPTIAL "...

2005-02-25T09:32:00.000+08:00

Berkahwin atau mendirikan rumah tangga merupakan salah satu daripada sunnah Rasulullah SAW. Manakala sunnah itu sendiri merupakan satu amalan yang dijanjikan balasan pahala terhadap orang yang melakukannya. Sabda Baginda yang bermaksud:

"Perkahwinan itu sunnahku. Sesiapa yang menolak sunnahku, maka dia bukan dari kalanganku." (Riwayat Bukhari)

Hari ini sering kita melihat bahawa sesuatu perkahwinan itu menjadi perkara yang rumit dan menyusahkan. Mengapa perkara ini boleh terjadi? Ramai di antara kita yang beranggapan untuk berkahwin memerlukan kenderaan, memiliki rumah besar, wang yang banyak dan sebagainya. Cuba kita renungkan dan mengambil iktibar dari kisah yang berlaku lebih kurang 1,400 tahun dahulu yang boleh kita jadikan panduan hidup ini. Insya Allah.

Pada suatu hari, Rasulullah SAW telah didatangi oleh seorang lelaki. Lelaki ini mengaku dirinya seorang yang miskin. Kemudian ia meminta jalan keluar agar terlepas dari belengu kemiskinan. Tanpa berlenggah lagi, Rasulullah SAW terus menyuruh lelaki tersebut supaya berkahwin. Lelaki tersebut sangat gembira dengan saranan yang diberikan Rasulullah. Dengan keyakinan yang mantap, akhirnya lelaki itu berkahwin. Setelah sekian lama berkahwin, lelaki itu datang lagi kepada Rasulullah dan mengadukan nasibnya, "Ya Rasulullah! Aku telah pun berkahwin, tetapi masih dalam keadaan miskin. Apa yang harus aku lakukan wahai Rasulullah?". "Kahwin lagi," jawab Rasulullah singkat. Si lelaki tersebut tidak banyak bertanya. Beliau mempercayai Rasulullah SAW sepenuhnya kerana tidak mungkin Rasulullah mahu menipu umatnya. Akhirnya lelaki itu berkahwin lagi dengan gadis lain. Namun beberapa waktu kemudian lelaki itu datang lagi kepada Rasulullah dan mengadukan masalahnya : "Wahai Rasulullah, isteriku sudah dua pun dua orang, tapi aku masih tetap miskin, bagaimana ya Rasulullah... ?" keluh lelaki itu. "Kahwinlah lagi," jawab Rasulullah singkat. Hati lelaki itu berasa senang apabila mendengar jawapan Rasulullah. Kemudian beliau berkahwin buat kali ketiga. Namun setelah beberapa lama, keadaan tetap juga belum berubah. Mulanya ia berasa malu untuk mengadu kepada Rasulullah, tapi apakan daya ia masih tetap miskin. Dengan berat hati, beliau menemui Rasulullah dan menyampaikan masalahnya. "Wahai Rasulullah, engkau telah menyuruhku menikah untuk ketiga kalinya, tapi aku tetap miskin. Sekarang apa yang harus aku lakukan? ", adu lelaki itu. "Berkahwinlah lagi,"kata Rasulullah. Akhirnya si lelaki itu menikah buat kali keempat. Ternyata benarlah segala kata-kata Rasulullah. Ternyata isteri keempatnya ini membawa keberkatan perkahwinan di dalam kehidupannya. Dengan kepandaiannya menenun, ia mengajar kemahiran tersebut kepada ketiga-tiga madunya. Akhirnya usaha tersebut mendatangkan keuntungan dan kekayaan. Perusahaan industrinya semakin maju dan mampu mencukupi keperluan rumahtangga lelaki itu serta isteri-isterinya. Sabda Rasulullah SAW yang bermaksud:

"Carilah rezeki dengan menikah" (Riwayat Ibnu Abbas)

Firman Allah SWT yang bermaksud: " Dan kahwinilah orang-orang yang sendirian di antara kamu, dan orang-orang yang layak (berkahwin) dari hamba-hamba sahayamu yang lelaki dan hamba sahayamu yang perempuan. Jika mereka miskin, Allah akan memampukan mereka dengan kurniaNya. Dan Allah Maha Luas (pemberian-Nya) lagi Maha Mengetahui." (Surah an-Nur : 32)

Dengan mengambil iktibar dan teladan dari kisah di atas, Insya Allah jika niat kita ikhlas dan murni serta tujuan berkahwin itu kerana Allah, tidak mustahil segala gejala-gejala sosial dapat dihindarkan.

Erkkksss... teruji dengan article yang menginsafkan. Article from www.asamboi.org

Why Are You So Sad? (A "Good Riddance" for Me Too)

2005-02-24T10:03:00.000+08:00

2-3 hari ni, too many sadden stories from my friends. Hmmm pity… them. Ada yang ditinggalkan, ada yang meninggalkan, ada yang minta ditinggalkan, ada yang tak sanggup meninggalkan… bla bla bla…

Ada 2 titis air mata mengalir di sebatang sungai. Satu titis air mata tu menyapa air mata yang satu lagi, “Saya air mata gadis yang mencintai seorang lelaki tetapi telah kehilangannya. Siapa kamu pula?” Jawab titis air mata kedua itu, “Saya air mata seorang lelaki yang menyesal membiarkan seorang gadis yang mencintai saya berlalu begitu sahaja…”

Why are you so sad,And why is it so bad,When someone leaves you behind,Won't you ever know,Don't you realize,
It's just a part of life...When you fall in love,With someone sometime,It's Smile with a broken heart,Only falling in love,With ALLAH..The bonds of love survive.No mountain to high when there's a will,No river too wide believe there's away,Come to Allah you never failThe truth's so close it shall prevail..Allah...web belong to youAnd everything we do,We do it all for you,Allah...always by our sideGuiding us to the light,Everything shines bright,No matter day or night...

Ketika satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, pintu yang lain dibukakan… Tetapi sering kali kita terpaku terlalu lama pada pintu yang tertutup sehingga tidak melihat pintu lain yang dibukakan pada kita…”

So people, why must we feel so miserable if someone we loved most go away from us? We still have lots of beautiful and wonderful things ahead. We still have so many thoughtful friends around us. We still have our dearly loved family with us. And above all, we will never ever be alone because we will always have HIM with us!
It isn’t a full stop in our blissful living. No, it isn’t. It is a starting for us to learn the meaning of life, to learn to appreciate things around us, and most of all, to learn to love HIM more than others! A very good lesson for us!

It may take some times to forget “those sweet moments”, but the fact is, we can’t forget things, especially when it deals with feelings! (ayat Ustazah Rashidah). Try to accept your fate. Try to accept qada & qadar dari Dia.

Life is always hard. But, life could be veeery enjoyable no matter how hard! How??? It’s all up to us. Life is all about choices. If you cut away the junk, every situation is a choice. Everyday you have the choice to enjoy your life or to hate it. The only thing that is truly yours; that no oone can’t control or take from you is your ATTITUDE. So if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier.

Wallahu’alam…..

SEPET

2005-02-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

Esok keluar movie nie!!! :D I am so excited to watch this movie, so tengoklah kat www.gsc.com.my. What is da happening???! Kenapa GSC tak tayang movie ni? Sebab movie ni banyak kali kena tapis, tapis and tapis dengan FINAS? Then why TGV boleh tayang? Ke sebab market movie ni tak tinggi? Yelah, Malaysian ni mana nak layan movie2 “berat” macam ni… Lain lah kalau movie2 “faylong” macam Sembilu ke… Gila-Gila Pengantin ke… Ishhh tak kan lah nak ke TGV KL semata-mata nak tengok movie ni? Not worth it lah kan?

Really upset with FINAS! There are few other movies yang stok2 SEPET ni jugak yang tak boleh tayang kat Malaysia. Movies like beautiful washing machine, bukak api, the big durian, lips to lips, room to let, etc. semua tak pernah ditayangkan. And I am very sure that most of us haven’t heard of these movies before kan? Why??? Just because those movies show the real life of Malaysian? Close look at life and living to inform the art of cinema and comment on social issues? Kalau nak tapis sebab banyak unsur sex, macam dalam movie spinning gasing, itu memang patut sangat. Tapi kalau macam movie bukak api, which shows the real life of sissy (pondan) in Malaysia, pun tak dibenarkan tayangannya dengan alasan “terlalu open”, tu dah ape caseee???

Another movie (tak ingat tajuk dia) lecturer MMU Cyberjaya (Deepak Kumaran Menon) yang buat. Pun tak dibenarkan tayangannya. Why? Just because that movie shows the truth in Indian society in Malaysia! Pasal pekerja estet yang banyak terdiri daripada Indians, pasal wanita India yang tak galakkan anak2 perempuan mereka belajar tinggi2, etc. Alasannya, takut menimbulkan rusuhan kaum. What a reason!

Kalau macam ni, sampai bila filem Malaysia nak maju dan bersaing dengan international films? In fact, filem2 yang kononnya FINAS tak bagi tayang ni, memang banyak dah menang award! Ingat tak Ho Yuhang? Yang famous with this phrase, “kenapa? Tak percaya?” Ingat? Dia nak buat filem, tapi FINAS tak nak bagi budget. At last, dia usaha sendiri buat filem guna VIDEO CAM je! And yet dia menang 2 award di Festival Filem Perancis! Haaa, amek ko… Hehehe…

Oklah, guess I have to stop babbling here. Kenapa out of sudden jadi macam penggiat seni pulak ni Amrina??? Ermmm who cares! :D A bit disappointed sebenarnya SEPET tak ditayangkan di GSC MP ni… But, what to do? Malaysians pun bukan minat sangat movies yang “sarat2” ni… :D

Okie peeps, chow! Ws…

Credits to Maz for the additional info! :D

=)

2005-02-22T12:13:00.000+08:00

Kadangkala Tuhan sengaja sembunyik matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat. Kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya, kemanakah hilangnya matahari...? Rupa-rupanya Tuhan hendak memberi kita P E L A N G I ...

INSOMNIA

2005-02-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

Trying to sleep but my eyes open wide

With voices whispering from every side

Battles in my mind and nowhere to hide

a futile resistance against the rising tide

Thought after thought taunting my soul

As this constant barrage takes its toll

Eating away slowly now a gaping hole

My mind going crazy and out of control
I search frantically and fail in despair

For something elusive which was always there

Something tossed away without a care its prolonged absence I can no longer bear
Peace of mind I no longer possess,

A nightmarish life I must confess

So much hardships and so much stress

A constant companion is pain and distress
Tossing and turning all night longmiserable and sad -everything is wrong

what is life? and where do I belong?

Millions of questions and all answers gone
My heart is riddled with grief and sorrow

And with these thoughts my tears flow

All hope lost my heart sinks low

Without a care what happens tomorrow
Finely balanced on the edge of a knifeI see the stranger who lives my life

an emotionless tyrant causing havoc and strife

A corrupted soul where ignorance is rife

My whole world is hypocrisy and lies

And no more goodness do I recognise

Everything I possess I begin to despise

And this voice inside, I hear its cries

Of a promise made before the days of old

In a meeting with my lord -

I am toldThat forever in my heart, tawheed I would hold

A promise broken for a miserable price sold

This murmuring voice so long ignored

To delay it further, I can not afford

So this mission of truth, I have taken aboard

With conviction my shield and truth my sword

An uphill struggle an eternal fight

Battle-lines drawn between wrong and right

Returning to my lord, I head for the light

Submerged in Salah is my only respite
Lifting my hands to my lord I pray'let ignorance go and let faith stay

Through your mercy show me the way

Give me guidance so that I can obey'
With an open heart I read the QuranI discover my Creator's will and plan

Word of my Lord, a guidance for man

Missing pieces restored now I am one
Content and happy, no more tears to weep

Content and happy, I fall asleep

Peace and happiness with faith running deep

Peace and happiness - forever to keep

Erkkksss... Again???

2005-02-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

3 names you go by:
1.Am
2.Amrina
3.Ina (Pls la people, no Nurul ehhh… Yucks! da very da girly. I don't like...)

3 screen names you have:
1.meow_gal (my YM! and obviously my mail)
2.killer_loopzzz (my Friendster)
3.millennium_ginue (erksss my MiRC looong time ago!)
3 things you like about yourself:
1.i don't simply judge people
2.patient with people around who love to mess-up with my life!
3.loving, caring and a good lister (am I too boost up?)
3 things you hate/dislike about yourself:
1.looove to delay works! (I think my boy is so damn patient with this attitude)
2.Grumpy and sensitive
3.Lazy. Especially when it is a looong weekends! :D
3 parts of your heritage:
1.Malay
2.Pakistan
3.Iran
3 things that scare you:

1. Judgment Day (erkkksss too many sins)

2. G H O S T !!!!! I am damn sraced of a creature called GHOST!
3. FROGGIES! Scared and hate! Eeeeeyucks!

3 of your everyday essentials:

1. My handphone

2. My watch

3. Girls’ bits and pieces! ;)

3 things you're wearing right now:

1. J’Adore Dior baby-t
2. British India pants
3. Teddy tales scrunchy

3 of your favorite bands/artistes (today):

1. Avril Lavinge

2. 3 Doors Down
3. Erksss… may I add the list up to 10??? :D Well, tengah nak berjinak-jinak dengan Malay song. (Erin, jangan kutuksss!)

3 of you favourite songs at present:

1. Here Without You (3 Doors Down)
2. Everytime (Britney)
3. Hadirnya Dirimu (Ezlynn) Erkkksss, ye ke ni Amrina? :D
3 new things you want to try in the next 12 months:

1. Working at 7-Eleven!!!
2. A cooking class! (This is not what I want actually, but a must! Gheeeheee!!!
3.A bride-to-be??? ;)

3 things you want in a relationship (Love is a given):

1. Trust and Honesty

2. Caring and loving
3. Stop arguing and fighting!

2 truths and a lie (in no particular order to keep you guessing):

1. Shame2 lah… But memang tak reti bawak basikal… ;;) Ewww~

2. I love Him and him.

3. I loooooveeeee Maths! (Yeah rite! What a big lie!)

3 physical things of a love interest that would appeal:

1. Kewl, tall and macho

2. Sempoi but still attractive

3. Dimples! :D

3 things you just can't do:

1. Stop loving him.
2. Stop talking and babbling when I’m going nuts! (pity him... :D)
3. Stop eating (i'm getting fat laaa!!! :( )

3 of your favourite hobbies:

1. Retail teraphy! :D
2. Hols
3. Soccer (I don’t play, but I’m playing around with the players! Tq.) Ow ow... Dah naughty dah..... :D

3 things you want to do really badly right now:

1. Spend mama’s money at Starhill and KLCC! (a naughty daughter eh?)

2. Sleep!

3. Kick someone tuuuuut… Ehehe, nahhh I am still patient.

3 careers you're considering:

1. Cikgu tadika. (Fun la playing with kids…)
2. Cashier 7-Eleven???
3. Ermmmmm really wish to be in the corporate field!

3 places you want to go on vacation:

1. Paris for shopping!
2. Beijing for shopping

3. Hollywood!!! (I wanna meet Chad Michael Murray so damn much!) erks!!!

3 kid names (boy/girl):

1. Sarah
2. Sofea
3. Edzuan & Daniel. (4??? Who cares! :D)

3 things you want to do before you die:

1. Erksssss repent. :(

2. Married

3. Haji

Terkena Batang Hidung Sendiri...

2005-02-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

Sombong, bongkak, angkuh dan takabur atau kibir mempunyai pengertian yang sama. Iaitu salah satu daripada sifat-sifat mazmumah (sifat tercela/terkeji). Sifat ini menjadi kebencian dan kemurkaan Allah kepada sesiapa yang memilikinya, walaupun hanya sedikit, dan menjadi penghalang daripada syurga.

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w.: "Tidak akan masuk syurga orang yang di dalam hatinya terdapat walau seberat zarah dari perasaan takabur atau sombong."

Firman Allah yang bermaksud: "Sesungguhnya mereka yang sombong untuk taat sebagai hambaKu, mereka akan masuk Jahanam sebagai makhluk yang hina dina.” (Almukmim:60)

Sifat sombong atau takabur ini boleh di bagikan kepada dua, iaitu, takabur lahir dan takabur batin. Takabur lahir dapat dilihat melalui perbuatan dan tindakannya. Gayanya angkuh, mulutnya tajam, mudah menghina orang yang dianggapnya lebih rendah (pangkat, kealiman, darjat keturunan) daripadanya. Ketakburan itu adakalanya dapat dilihat melalui perbicaraan, seperti tidak mahu mengalah, menganggap dirinya sentiasa benar dan tidak mahu mendengar dan mengikut nasihat.

Imam Al Ghazali berkata ; "Orang yang takabur itu ialah orang yang apabila ditegur, ia marah dan benci, sedangkan kalau ia menegur orang lain ditegurnya dengan keras dan kasar."

Orang yang sombong atau takabur ini mudah menghina orang lain dan akan marah jika ada yang mengatasinya.; ia akan dengki apabila orang lain mendapat nikmat dan akan berdendam dengan orang yang menandingnya. Takabur batin ialah membesarkan diri di dalam hati. Inilah maksiat di dalam hati yang dicela. Dengan adanya rasa angkuh di dalam hatilah lahirnya kata-kata membanggakan diri. Iblis menganggap dirinya lebih mulia dari Nabi Adam, katanya, " Aku lebih baik dan mulia dari dia (Adam), aku dijadikan dari api sedangkan dia dijadikan dari tanah," lalu dengan angkuhnya Iblis enggan tunduk kepada Nabi Adam, sehingga dengan itu menyebabkan Allah melaknat Iblis dan keturunannya. Takabur boleh dibahagi kepada tiga iaitu:

Takabur terhadap Tuhan, Takabur terhadap RasulNya dan Takabur sesama manusia.

Takabur kepada Tuhan ialah tidak memperdulikan ancamanNya dan memandang remeh segala syariat dan peraturanNya. Takabur dengan Rasulullah ialah enggan mengikuti petunjuknya. Orang Quraisy zaman Rasulullah enggan mengikutnya kerana baginda adalah anak yatim yang miskin. Orang Yahudi pula tidak mahu mengikut Nabi Muhammad kerana baginda bukan dari keturunan Bani Israel. Kebanyakan orang sekarang pula tidak mahu mengikut ajaran Rasulullah kerana menganggapnya kolot, orthodoks, ketinggalan zaman dan berbagai alasan lagi. Merasa lebih tinggi dari orang lain adalah takabur sesama manusia. Orang berpangkat tinggi merasa patut dihormati, dimuliakan dan menganggap orang lain rendah. Apabila seorang isteri berpangkat tinggi dan ada nama, susah untuk taat dan memuliakan suaminya, sebagaimana yang dikehendaki oleh syariat. Seorang alim ulama' bersikap takabur apabila ia memandang remeh terhadap orang lain kerana menganggap dia sahaja yang benar, jika ditegur walaupun benar, teguran itu ditolaknya. Imam Al Ghazali telah memberi beberapa panduan untuk mengelakkan sikap takabur atau sombong ini.

Apabila kita berjumpa dengan kanak-kanak, anggaplah kanak-kanak itu lebih mulia dari kita. Kerana kanak-kanak itu belum diberati dosa, sedangkan kita sudah berlarut-larut hampir setiap langkah berbuat dosa. Apabila kita berhadapan dengan orang tua, anggaplah orang tua itu lebih mulia, kerana ia lebih lama beribadah daripada kita. Ketika kita berjumpa dengan orang alim, anggaplah beliau lebih mulia dari kita kerana banyak ilmu-ilmu yang tidak kita ketahui tetapi beliau mengetahuinya. Kalau kita melihat orang yang jahil, anggaplah dia lebih mulia dari kita , kerana dia berbuat sesuatu kesalahan atau dosa kerana kejahilannya sedang kita berbuat dosa dalam keadaan kita mengetahuinya. Kalau kita berjumpa dengan orang jahat, jangan lah anggap kita mulia atau lebih baik daripadanya, tetapi katakanlah bahawa orang jahat itu mungkin di masa tuanya ia bertaubat, memohon ampun dari perbuatannya. Sedangkan kita sendiri belum tahu lagi bagaimana kita akhirnya. Apabila berjumpa dengan orang kafir, katakanlah dalam hati, bahawa sikafir itu belum tentu kafir selamanya, mungkin di suatu hari datang keinsafan padanya, dia memeluk Islam dan semua dosanya di dalam kekafiran dulu diampuni Tuhan, sedangkan kita ini sejak lahir sudah Islam, tetapi dosa terus dikerjakan juga dan balasan pahala belum tentu lagi. Lawan daripada sifat sombong ialah sifat tawadhuk atau rendah diri . Sekiranya seseorang telah berjaya mengikis sifat sombongnya akan datanglah sifat tawadhuk padanya, sifat terpuji yang disukai Allah dan makhluk seluruhnya.

Dari Ibnu Abbas, bersabda Rasulullah; ”Tterdapat dua rantai, satu rantai sampai ke langit ke tujuh dan satu rantai yang lain sampai ke bumi yang ketujuh. Apabila seseorang itu merendahkan diri, Allah mengangkatnya dengan rantai yang di langit ketujuh dan apabila ia sombong, Allah merendahkannya dengan rantai yang di bumi ke tujuh."

Urwah bin Azzubair berkata; " Tawadhuk ialah alat untuk mencapai kemuliaan. Lantaran itu Rasulullah, para Nabi, para sahabat , para aulia' dan orang-orang soleh suka
merendahkan diri dan memiliki sifat tawadhuk.

Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda: "Aku diberi kunci kekayaan bumi, lalu disuruh pilih di antara menjadi hamba dan Nabi atau menjadi Nabi dan Raja, maka Jibril memberi isyarat kepadaku supaya bertawadhuk dan menjadi Nabi dan hamba , maka saya pilih Nabi dan hamba, maka diberikan kepadaku itu dan aku pertama manusia yang keluar dari bumi kelak dan aku yang pertama memberi syafaat kelak."

Tegasnya untuk menghilangkan sifat sombong dan takabur perlulah bermujahadah bersungguh-sungguh. Buat sesuatu yang menyebabkan kita dipandang rendah. Datangkan rasa rendah diri dan berlaku tawadhuk. Sesungguhnya tidak hina orang yang merendah diri. Allah telah memuji hambaNya yang tawadhuk dan akan mengangkat darjat mereka.

Back To Realisme...

2005-02-18T12:39:00.000+08:00

Salam… Ewww, 2-3 hari banyak merepek je kat blog. Chad Michael Murray la, diamond ring la, Crash on someone la… Ops!!! :D *wink wink* nahhh... Kidding! Dreaming all the way! Ish ish ish… Squander! Quite jaded actually. Yelah, almost all peeps around me are hectic with the FYP thingy. Sometimes kesian jugak. Erin and Maz, sampai demam layan FYP. Hihihi… terasa fortunate pulak tukar FBL. Don’t have to mess-up my mind with FYP. But still, the challenge is there. Plus, bit drained with assignments and that burdensome 1st class honours! Gheeeheee…!!! Cuak, cuak, cuak! Will I manage to achieve that??? Hope so, insya-Allah. Yang tag board ni pulak dah kenapa asyik tak boleh display aje? Dah lama hidup agaknya… Hihihi…! :D Amrina, stop merepeking!

Enough of SHOPAHOLIC series. Anybody got this book??? :D Do let me know yaaa peeps!

~ALLAH Won't Ask~

1... Allah won't ask what kind of car you drove; He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.

2...Allah won't ask the square footage of your house, He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.

3...Allah won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet, He'll ask how many you helped to clothe.

4... Allah won't ask what yourhighest salary was; He'll ask ifyou compromised your character toobtain it.

5...Allah won't ask what your job title was; He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.

6...Allah won't ask how many friends you had, He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friends.

7...Allah won't ask in what neighborhood you lived, He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.

8...Allah won't ask about the color of your skin, He'll ask about the content of your character.

9...Allah won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation; He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.

10...Allah won't ask how many people you forwarded this to;He'll ask if you were ashamed to pass it on to your friends.

Read CarefullyHappy moments, praise Allah.Quiet moments, worship Allah.Painful moments, trust Allah.Every moment, thank Allah

A Hint To Someone??? :D

2005-02-18T01:43:00.000+08:00

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Erkkksss... Bored actually... :D Plus lil bit dizzy, jumble-bumble, and ermmm confuse...??? :D

Enough

2005-02-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah….. Really don’t know what to say, how to put into picture and how to face!

I truly can’t comprehend why people are so pitiless, merciless, heartless (what else should I state here?) to each other. I’m not saying that I am an angel from heaven who never did those wicked stuff towards people. Nope! BUT, not a continuous or nonstop stupid (mind my word), childish, and ridiculous actions! However, c’mon la peeps, enough is enough!

And until today, I still can’t figure out what are those kind of people obtain after all??? A piece of tranquil mind? I doubt. Or it is just to indulge their lust? I guess so. But for what??? Don’t you people know that the world is round? What goes around comes around, what goes up must come down! What you give, you’ll get back. Maybe not in this wonderful world, but in the hereafter. (A reminder to myself too). Life is always fair and square!

Went to meet Ustazah Rashidah today. I accompanied one of my friends actually. She has quite a complicated problem with people around her. (May the force be with her…) Banyak benda jugak yang dapat from Ustazah… Ada pulak certain advice tu, terkena kat batang hidung sendiri. Padan muka saya! Hehehe… Tapi bagus jugak, tazkirah. Nak share sikitlah apa yang dapat from Ustazah Rashidah tadi. Basically kita dah tahu benda-benda ni. Tapi yelah, manusia kan? Mudah lupa. So do I.

Do not care what people want to say about us IF we are in the correct path! Just ignore them. We can’t stop them from keep on talking behind our back. Ayat ustazah Rashidah tadi, “kalau pun die orang dok mengata awak, TAK LUAK pun…” Manusia kan… Kalau kita buat baik pun kadang-kadang dia mengata. Inikan kalau tersilap sikit. No point of arguing with those kinds of people. Just leave them to Him and pray for them. Insya-Allah, mudah-mudahan terbuka dan lembut hati to get back on tack. Doa orang-orang yang teraniaya dimakbulkan, insya-Allah…

Our core bisness here is STUDIES! We have 3 main responsibilities here in MMU. To Allah (e/g: solat 5 waktu), to ourselves (e/g: our academic performance), and to people around us (e/g: do not do bad things towards them). If we fail for certain subjects or if we fail our mid-term test, that doesn’t mean a full stop! No. Take it as a challenge for us to bounce back! Work harder for it! Sacrifice for a greater future.

If anything happens to us, always look at ourselves first. Muhasabah diri sendiri. I always believe, kalau ada salah faham, both parties ada salah masing-masing. So check us first before looking at peoples’ mistakes.

Hmmm itulah sikit yang dapat dikongsi… Banyak-banyak pun kalau tak apply, no point jugak…

Allah Taala akan berfirman pada hari Qiamat apabila manusia datang dengan amal masing-masing: "Pergilah kepada mereka yang kamu melakukan ria' di dunia dahulu (untuk menunjukkan kepada mereka), kemudian lihatlah, adakah kamu akan dapati sebarang balasan di sisi mereka?" (Imam Ahmad)

Our Fate.....

2005-02-16T06:03:00.000+08:00

Monday, 14th February 2005, 10.45am.

Faris: Salam Teyna, ade kete tak?
Saya: Bile? Skrg?
Faris: Aah.
Saya: Ade. Nak sewa ke?
Faris: Aah, nk gi KL.
Saya: KL? Buat ape?
Faris: Ayah Irsyad meninggal…
Saya: Owh, ye? Innalillah…

Bit shocked. Tak kenal rapat sangat dengan Irsyad. But he used to be my classmate last semester. A very nice guy and gentleman. Untuk Irsyad and family, takziah… Semoga roh ayahnya dicucuri rahmat…

Monday, 14th February 2005, 1.30pm.

I was in Marketing class. Suddenly, received an sms from Iesya.

“Saye accident. Tingkap kereta pecah.”

Ya Allah… Yang ni bukan BIT shocked. Tapi, super duper shocked! Yelah kan, out of the blue! Blur jugak masa dapat sms tu. Then saya terus call Iesya…

Saya: Iesya kenapa? (dah tau budak tu accident, lagi mau tanya kan? Tergezut sebenarnya! :D)
Iesya: Kite accident… Kite nak gi skolah2 ni. Ni kat depan kedai nasi ayam…
Saya: Awak dengan sape ni? Kerete ok? (Bukan nak tanya Iesya ok ke tak, kereta yang ditanya!:D)
Iesya: Kite dengan Fiza… Kerete Fiza, tingkap pecah…
Saya: Ermmm ok2. Kite ade class, nanti kite call balik.

Terus inform Kurt, Sue, etc. After class, rush to Taman Kerjasama. (Iesya told Kurt that she was at Taman Kerjasama by that time). So, we went there and cari kedai nasi ayam. Tapi tak jumpa. Call Iesya…

Saya: Iesya kat mana?
Iesya: Kite kat campus, nak gi klinik… (Mak aiii!!! Tadi accident, tingkap pecah, ni tak sampai sejam dah gi klinik…??? Catwoman betol!:D)
Saya: Haaa??? Kat klinik dah? Awak tak ape2 ke?
Iesya: Ermmm sikit je kak… ‘Motor tu terhempap tangan kite…’
Saya: Owh ye? Ermmm akak kat luar ni. Nanti akak balik, akak jumpe awak.

Yang bestnyeeeee….., saya dengar ‘motor hempap Iesya’. Tapi sebenarnyeeeee, motor tu bukan hempap Iesya. Tapi motor tu hempap penunggangnya!!! Erkkksss, sowieee… dah ‘terkecoh’ kat semua orang (bukan semua pun, orang-orang yang patut tau lah kan…) yang Iesya accident and kena hempap dengan motor! Hahaha!!! :D Sowie peeps! Wrong info lah! Shame shame! :D

But alhamdulillah…, Iesya ok. Maintain vogue and cute as usual! Hehehe… Salute her, nak ke sekolah for KKB, sampai accident ye! :D No one could live without being tested by Allah.

"Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, 'We believe', and that they will not be tested?" (Qur'an, Al-Ankabut: 1-2)

Well people, malang tidak berbau. Very true! Never thought of the above incidents. Kalau Dia nak ambil nyawa kita, tidak akan lewat dan cepat walaupun sesaat. Clear-cut! Dan kalau Dia kata jadi, maka jadilah ia…

“Life is full of tests and sadness and if we learn the Islamic way to deal with and react to these tests, we will accept our destiny and then, we will suffer less.” I always believe in this quote. :D

Ok, tolong jangan gelak!

2005-02-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

Lagu :Warna Kehidupanku

Penyanyi :Yusry

Merah menyala oh jantungku berdegup pantas keranamu

Haru biru fikiranku bila kau pergi jauh

Kehadiranmu mewarna kehidupanku
Putih sucinya perasaan jiwa untuk dikongsikan

Sejingga api membara...sehangat itulah cinta

Kehadiranmu mewarna kehidupanku
Sesaat berjauhan rasa tidak keruan

Hilang arah gundah...tanpa khabar ku resah

Hitam gelita pandangan...rindu makin dirasakan

Hanya satu ku mahu

Berdamping denganmu disisi selalu
Secerah kilau kuning suria...sinar menyelinap kalbu

Sesegar hijau dedaun...senyummu menawar pilu

Kehadiranmu mewarna kehidupanku
Walau seikhlas lafazku kasih

Luahan hati masih tak setanding bahasa

Demi cinta pastiku sedaya mencurah yang termampu

Tahtamu mampan dijiwaku
Sesaat berjauhan rasa tidak keruan

Hilang arah ku gundah....tanpa khabar ku resah

Hitam gelita pandangan....rindu makin dirasakan

Hanya satu ku mahuBerdamping denganmu disisi selalu!

V-Day??? Nahhh... :)

2005-02-14T09:39:00.000+08:00

KUALA LUMPUR 11 Feb. - Umat Islam yang meraikan Hari Memperingati Kekasih pada 14 Februariboleh dianggap murtad atau terkeluar daripada Islam jika cara melakukannya mirip dengan agama asal perayaan itu,Kristian.

Mufti Perak, Datuk Seri Harussani Zakaria berkata,hukum itu boleh jatuh kepada mereka berdasarkan sebuah hadis sahih yang menyebut bahawa:

"Sesiapa yang melakukan perbuatan yang menyerupai sesuatu kaum itu, maka ia turut termasuk bersamagolongan tersebut.''

Beliau berkata, perbuatan meraikan hari berkenaan juga akan menjadi lebih bercanggahdengan ajaran Islamterutamanya apabila ia dikaitkan sebagai usaha untuk memperingati kematian seorang paderiyang dibunuh seperti mengikut sejarah purba Rom.

"Kita umat Islam tidak perlukan budaya atau amalan seperti ini yang jelas bertentangan dengan agama kita. Lagipun ajaran Islam sudah lengkap,sempurna dan diyakini,'' katanya ketika dihubungi di sini hari ini.

Beliau mengulas sikap umat Islam dinegara ini khususnya muda-mudi yang masih cenderung untuk meraikan Hari Memperingati Kekasih setiapkali muncul14 Februari biarpun telah banyak penerangan disampaikan oleh para ulama.

Mengikut sejarah mitos, sambutan berkenaan diasaskan oleh masyarakat Rom yang beragamaKristian sebagaimemperingati peristiwa seorang paderi yang dihukum bunuh oleh pemerintah Rom, Claudius II.

Saint Valentine dihukum bunuh kerana mengahwinkan salah seorang askar secara rahsia sedangkan undang-undang Rom ketika itu menghalang golongan muda berkahwin atau berkeluarga sebaliknya dikerah untukmenjadi tentera.

Hari ini budaya Valentine menganjurkan orang ramai menghantar kad ucapan Valentine kepada buah hati mereka, teman karib dan orang-orang yang mereka sayangi sebagai simbolik dalam menyatakan cinta terhadap mereka.

Pada zaman pertengahan, masyarakat England dan Perancis menganggap 14 Februari sebagai'hari burung-burung mencari pasangan mereka.'

Pada kurun ke-14 dan ke-15 mereka mula meniru perbuatan burung tersebut dengan mengadakan hari mencari pasangan atau jodoh pada tarikh tersebut. Masing-masing akan mengucapkan ‘Selamat HariValentine’ sesama pasangan mereka.

Ada juga mitos menyebut, kad Hari Valentine dijadikan amalan memperingati peristiwa seorang paderi yang dipenjarakan dan sering menghantar kad bertulis From Your Valentine kepada kekasihnya, seorang gadis iaitu anak seorang pengawal penjara.

Harussani turut menyeru umat Islam aga rtidak sesekali meniru budaya asing dan ternyata bercanggah itu apatah lagi ia turut menjerumuskan mereka kelembah kemaksiatan.

"Mengapa kita perlu mengamalkannya sedangkan Islam menggalakkan umatnya kasih-mengasihi sesama sendiri sepanjang waktu dan bukannya menetapkan pada hari-hari tertentu atau berkala."

"Bahkan jika kita tidak bertegur-sapa dengan saudarase-Islam selama tiga hari berturut-turut, hukumnya sudah pun jatuh haram. Jadi amalan atau budaya Islam sendiri sudah terbukti jauh lebih baik,'' kata beliau.

Menurut Harussani, Islam turut menggalakkan umatnya mengasihi sesama mereka secara ziarah-menziarahi selain berkongsi suka-duka dengan tumpang bersyukur jika senang dan bertakziah atau bersimpati apabila ditimpa malapetaka.

"Berkasih sayang bagi Islam juga tidak terhad kepada golongan tertentu sebaliknya meliputi semua pihakdengan keutamaannya diberikan kepada ibubapa, suami isteri, keluarga, saudara Muslim dan akhirnya seluruh manusia,'' kata beliau.

Utusan Melayu, 11 February 2005.

So, it is crystal clear that we Muslims can’t celebrate Valentines Day. Sad…? Never feel that way.Kita pun tahu sejarah V-Day ni. And macam hadith kat atas tu, kalau kita menyerupai suatu kaum, kita pun akan tergolong dalam kaum tersebut. Jelas.

Pernah lah juga terdetik nak celebrate Valentines ni last month. Tapi bila dengar sampai menggugat aqidah, terus tak berani. Takut… Saya pernah lah tanya pada seseorang, “habis kalau saya bagi hadiah je on V-Day, tak boleh jugak ke? Ala… Tak celebrate pun, bagi hadiah je…” Then dia tanya saya, “Kenapa nak bagi masa V-Day jugak? Kenapa tak bagi masa hari-hari lain? Maulidurrasul ke, Maalhijrah ke… Kenapa mesti 14 February?”Erkkkkksssss terkedu saya. Tepuk dada, tanya iman.

Islam memang cukup syumul (sempurna). Tak perlu ada satu hari khusus untuk kita tunjukkan perasaan kasih dan sayang kita pada seseorang. Tak perlu. Islam itu sendiri agama kasih sayang dan menganjurkan umatnya berkasih sayang dan berbelas kasihan. Bukan pada waktu-waktu tertentu, tapi SETIAP WAKTU! Macam kata Ustaz Ahmad masa kelas Islamic Studies dulu, “Orang putih ni kehidupan mereka terlalu sibuk kerana pentingkan material. Hinggakan tak ada masa dengan keluarga, anak-anak, mak, ayah. Sebab tu lah dia orang wujudkan satu hari khas untuk menghargai orang-orang yang mereka sayang. Contohnya macam Mothers’ Day, Fathers’ Day, etc. Tapi Islam tak. Islam tak perlu hari yang khusus untuk berkasih sayang.”

So peeps, harap dapat sedikit manfaat dan apply… insya-Allah. Sebab ini melibatkan aqidah kita sebagai orang Islam…

Forgive and Forget

2005-02-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

Setiap orang melakukan kesalahan. Yelah, manusia ni tak lari dari melakukan silap. Tapi tak lah kesilapan yang berulang… Kalau asyik dok buat the same mistakes, itu namanya something wrong somewhere! (Talk to yourself Amrina…) :D

Kalau kesalahan dengan Allah (hablumminallah), kita pohon ampun daripada-Nya. Kalau kesalahan pada manusia (hablumminannas), kita mohon maaf pada orangnya. Itu method yang sepatutnya. When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free…

But I’m pretty sure that most of us kalau dah buat salah, jarang sekali nak admit and ask for an apology. Termasuklah saya. So rare! But I’m quite pleased with myself (not to boost up). I think I’ve done the correct decision.

Alhamdulillah… I am so thankful and pleased… At last! Forgive and forget. As simple as that. I always bear in mind NOW that we HAVE to forgive people before we go for sleep! Just to share this tips by Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah. Try it, you’ll love it! Most important thing, you will look at life positively, no matter how tough your living is!

I did a damn “childish” slip-up to a very sweet girl! Ya Allah… it was so cruel and nasty! Seriously! But I was so so so….. amaze and respect her. She went like… “Its okay. Let us forgive and forget. No point of fighting. What you give, you’ll get back. Life is always fair.” (She is my junior!) And there was her phrase that I adore most : “I won’t do as what ………. did to me. Cause if I do so, I will be just the same as ………. Let leave it to God.” Terasa betapa tak matangnya diri ini…

To you girl, no words on my mind. Thank you and sorry. May God bless you, insya-Allah… Hope you are happy with your new rumet, Kak Aina! :D She is a wonderful person! :D

Pengajaran:

1. Kalau dah melakukan kesalahan, jangan takut nak mintak maaf. Maybe some of us are afraid of the circumstances that might happen. Tapi percayalah, lepas dah mintak maaf…, you’ll feel so FREE and release! :D

2. Mudah memaafkan orang lain. Cakap memang senang, tapi nak buat??? But that doesn’t mean a full stop! Think of this, kita pun tak lari daripada kesalahan. Kalau nak orang lain mudah memaafkan kita, kita pun mesti mudah memaafkan orang. Life is always round! :D

I've learned that when you have an argument with people, the first one who says, “I'm sorry I hurt your feelings; please forgive me,” is the winner.

M A R R I A G E

2005-02-13T10:51:00.000+08:00

Salam...

Hmmmmm MARRIED???……….??? I had a chat with Kak Aina this morning. We did touch on married while still studying. Well, biasalah. Apa-apa pun pilihan yang kita buat, tetap menjanjikan cabaran, suka-duka, hikmah yang tersendiri. Banyak lah jugak dapat tips from Kak Aina Da’ IRON Lady!

ucu2510: die camni sbenarnye
ucu2510: mmg ms couple2 ni kite rs mcm nak kawen cpt2 je
ucu2510: bab when comes to kawen, byk bende kene consider
meow_gal: ahaaa
ucu2510: am dgn die
ucu2510: am dgn family am
ucu2510: am dgn family die
ucu2510: am dgn sedara mara
ucu2510: am dgn study
ucu2510: am dgn environment kat mmu
ucu2510: am dgn org2 sekeliling

Waaaaa… banyak jugak nak kena fikir! Erkkksss… Am I that brawny? :D Hope so!

ucu2510: ape lagik
ucu2510: org rs
ucu2510: am ni dah 70% mampu la
ucu2510: 30% tu persiapan rohani & ms yg sesuai
meow_gal: ic...
ucu2510: sementara tgu end of year, cr la ilmu2 hidup berdua ni
meow_gal: thanx sooo mucho 4 ur support!
meow_gal: insya-Allah... pagi ni pun rasa mcm byk jgk dpt ilmu from Da IRON LADY!
ucu2510: ahaksss
ucu2510: like u said --> sharing is caring
ucu2510: sbb tgu lame2 pun tambah dosa je
ucu2510: another fact, tunang lame2 ni byk ujian dia

To Kak Aina… I really SALUTE a strong lady like you! (Boleh jadi role model Kak Aina ni…) :D Thank you so much! Ahaaa… taking caring of your shuuuwit rumet tau! Daaaaa~ Ws…

Erkkksss... soalan bonus from my sis, "Ko dah reti masak? Ko dah reti jaga baby?" Ow ow~ :D

P/s: Married end of this year…..????? *wink wink* :D

GK3 vs Constantine

2005-02-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

Hihihi!!! Went to GSC last nite with Iesya da Chubby-Cutie girl and… ehehe… Tengok movie apa? GK3! (Yanti tolong jangan gelak!) Tapi not bad lah movie GK3 ni. To me, better than GK1 and GK2. Kenapa? Sebab ada Apek and Sarimah yang memang havoc habis! Sakit pewwwot lah dok gelak dalam GSC malam tadi… Tapi adalah jugak scene yang agak tidak masuk akal! Scene Faizal Hussein terbang ala-ala Jet Li and scene Inspektor Aliza tergolek (is this the correct word? Mind my BM) :D sebab kena terajang oleh Faizal Hussein. Macam lawak pon ada. Tapi itulah cerita Melayu. Hehehe, all in all, GK3 best! Lari rahang asyik gelak. Tambah pulak dengan Iesya yang memang mudah nak tergelak. Habis!!! :D

Tapi yang paling best, adalah sorang “mat saleh celop” ni. Dia ni tak reti tengok movie Melayu. Bukan setakat tak reti, kadang tu, kutuksss lagi. Kalau tengok movie Melayu, dia akan Zzzzzz dalam cinema. Masa saya and Iesya tengok GK3, mat saleh celop tadi nak tengok Constantine. At first saya pun macam nak tengok jugaklah Constantine. Sebab dengar kata best! Tapi, GK3 lagi menggoda… Hihihi! Nak di jadikan cerita, saya tanyalah kat mat saleh celop ni, “best ke movie Constantine tadi?” Jawapan dia ialah, “bosanlah!” :D Huhuhu… Pengajarannya, lain kali, usah dikutusss movie Melayu! :D

Oklah. Terasa banyak sangat berhibur dan gelak malam tadi. Erkkksss… Sekadar nak refresh hati, hadith ditujukan buat diri sendiri… Bukan salah nak bergurau, berhibur dan bergelak tawa. Jangan over-acting sudah! :D Hehehe…

"Dan siapa yang meninggalkan senda gurau diberi wibawa dan keindahan, dan siapa yang meninggalkan tertawa, maka ia berwibawa dan hebat, dan siapa yang tidak menginginkan kekayaan orang maka ia dicintai." (Hadith Sahih)

~ Get Well Soon ~

2005-02-13T09:51:00.000+08:00

Salam…

Cuti baru ni, sempat lah melawat En. Poad di Pantai Hospital, Bangsar. But quite sad, didn’t manage to go in the ICU. :( Kenapa? Sebab “pandai” sangat, datang bukan waktu melawat. Hihihi… :D Tapi oklah, dapat jumpa dengan Pn. Latifah, isteri kepada En. Poad. Alhamdulillah, En. Poad beransur pulih. Kata Erin yang dapat tengok En. Poad dari luar cermin, “En. Poad dah ok… Siap bye bye bye bye lagi kat kita orang. Tunjuk “good”!” ;) Not bad... Sama-sama kita doa supaya En. Poad cepat sembuh dan dapat kembali ke MMU ni, insya-Allah…

Bila sampai ke MMU, dapat tau from Pzan yang one of my junior pulak terjatuh and patah gigi… Alahai… dah lah dia tu kecik molek orangnya. Kesian… Apa pun, sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan awak. :)

Hadith - Muslim & Bukhari

Abu Sa'id al-Khudri r.a. reported that the Prophet said: Whenever a Muslim is afflicted with a hardship, sickness, sadness, worry, harm, or depression-even a thorn's prick, Allah expiates his sins because of it.

Be Thankful...

2005-02-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire,

If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don't know something

For it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times.

During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations

Because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for each new challenge

Because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful for your mistakes

They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary

Because it means you've made a difference.

It is easy to be thankful for the good things.

A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also

thankful for the setbacks.

GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive.

Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they

can become your blessings.

Fitrah manusia, tak pernah berasa puas dengan apa yang ada. Susah sangat mulut ni ucap syukur kalau diberi nikmat. Tapi kalau baru “diketuk” oleh-Nya dengan kesusahan yang hanya sebesar zarah, senang sungguh nak mengeluh, marah apatah lagi… He knows best!

“And when your Lord proclaimed: If ye give thanks, I will give you more; but if ye are thankless, lo! My punishment is dire” (Surah 14, verse 7)

Macam dalam poem kat atas ni laaa, setiap orang ada cabaran hidup yang tersendiri. Ada rintangan dan kesusahan yang harus ditempuh. Untuk apa? Simple! Untuk mematang dan mendewasakan kita. Pengalaman mengajar kita erti kehidupan yang sebenar. Pengalaman tak boleh dibeli, harus dialami dan dirasai sendiri.

Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Bersyukur dengan segala kesusahan yang diberi oleh-Nya. Kerana hanya Dia yang Maha Mengetahui yang terbaik buat kita. Setiap yang berlaku, menjanjikan hikmah yang tersendiri… Very true!

The Arab poet says:

If you are enjoying a blessing, take care of it. And bear in mind that sins will remove blessings. And protect that blessing with obeying Allah, For He is always swift in punishing wrongdoers.

"Hardship may dishearten at first,but every hardship passes away.All despair is followed by hope;all darkness is followed by sunshine..."

Owh... Lucky "Him"...! :D

2005-02-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Kita Pasti Dirisik...

2005-02-03T18:23:00.000+08:00

Oho… Salam peeps! Hewhewhew… Well well well! Ramai jugak peminat Arsenal yang kecewa yerk? Dah lah kecewa, tak puas hati pulak tuh! Admit the fact laaa, Man.U is still the best! :D Okay, close case. Enough of Man. U – Arsenal thingy. Waiting for the Champions League… There will be few superb matches coming soon!

22nd February 2005
Bayern Munich vs Arsenal (Comfirm! Kalah lagi Arsenal nih…) :D

Real Madrid vs Juventus (Ermmm, both teams are my fav! Juventus ada Del Piero, Real ada Raul and Beckham. Hehehe, ni dah bukan minat team. Ni minat orangnyeeeee...!) *wink* :D

23rd February 2005
Barcelona vs Chelsea (I bet this will be the classical one!)

Man. U vs AC Milan (Tak payah tengok pun tak pe. Sebab memang Man. U akan menang…)

Huhuhu… Those are the “must see” games! Tapi kadang2 terlintas pulak, “kalau pasal bola…, 3.00 pagi pun sanggup bersengkang mata! Nak2 lagi kalau time World Cup. Tapi………., kalau disuruh bangun utntuk Tahajjud?????” :D Soalan bonus kepada diri sendiri sebenarnya… Renung-renungkan…

Kita pasti dirisik..

Pertunangan sejak azali..

Di hujung hidup nanti..

Berlangsungnya perkahwinanmu dengan maut..

Hantarannya..

sakit dan nazak..

Tamu bertandang menghadiahkan esak tangis..

Pengantin dimandikan..

Dipakaikan baju cantik putih..

Wangian gaharu dan cendana..

Keranda jadi pelaminan..

Pengantin bersanding sendirian..

Di arak keliling kampung..

Berkompangkan azan dan kalimah kudus..

Akad nikahnya bacaan talkin..

Berwalikan liang lahat..

Saksi pula nisan-nisan..

Siraman air mawar..

Keluarga terdekat menepung tawar..

Tiba masa pengantin..

Menunggu sendirian..

Malam pertama bersama KEKASIH..

Di kamar bertilamkan tanah..

Dan Dia menuntut janji..

Sucikah kita tatkala berpadu..

Pernahkah taubat sepanjang hayat..

Atau terkubur bersama dosa-dosa..?

Dan Dia Kekasih itu..

Menetapkanmu ke syurga..

Atau melemparkan dirimu ke neraka..

TAKOT. That was the 1st word came out from my mouth after I’ve read the above poem. But the heart is so stubborn! Why…..?

Allah's Messenger (Sal-allahu-aleihi-wasallam) said: "None of you should long for death, for if he is a good man, he may increase his good deeds, and if he is an evil-doer, he may stop the evil deeds and repent." [Vol 9:#341] [Narrated by Sa'd bin Ubaid. Transmitted by Sahih Bukhari]

Man. U won 4-2 Over Arsenal!

2005-02-02T13:50:00.000+08:00

Salam PEOPLE!!!!!

Huhuhu!!! Da very da wonderful one from Man. U!!! A 4-2 won over Arsenal! The match was in Highbury, and yet ARSENAL LOST TO MAN. U 2-4??? :D Well…, the score board tells everything! Im happy! Super duper yummy! :D

Thanks to O’Shea, Giggs and da very da handsome Christiano Ronaldo for the goals! (",)

- Thierry Henry almost gets a third for Arsenal -
Almost jerk... Tak gol pun... :D *wink wink*

- Wayne Rooney is booked in the first half -
Man. U main dgn 10 players pun Arsenal kalah??? Hahaha!!! :D

So... konklusinye ape??? Arsenal tu sebenarnye tak de lah terror sgt..... Menang 2-1 kat Old Trafford hari tu pun nasib jerk sebenarnyeee...! :D *evil grinnn* :D

Don't Look Back An Anger

2005-02-01T13:57:00.000+08:00

Salam…

Dampen of spirits! Really. Upset of something. But who cares. Always look at babies when feel like kicking someone tuuuuut… Ehehe… Naaahhh kidding! Im cool… Im cool. :D Still take it easy and enjoying myself with the “who cares” style. Listening to Avril Lavinge song, Nobody’s Home. Suddenly someone buzz me thru YM! and gave me this…

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:

"Sesungguhnya syaitan itu telah menaruh belalainya pada hati manusia, maka apabila manusia itu berzikir kepada Allah , maka mundurlah syaitan dan apabila ia lupa, maka syaitan itu menelan hatinya."

Thanks to him. Quite along time I didn’t receive any tazkirah from him. Feel better after reading the above hadith and chatting with him for a while… :)

Next…??? Assignment!!! :D Daaaaa~

Broke Up???

2005-01-31T18:22:00.000+08:00

Salam… At last………. Feel so extraordinarily blissful! Alhamdulillah. But of late, so many gloomy and depressing news looms into my ears. Its all engage with the relationship problem… To them, sorry people, can’t help much… But always here to be a shoulder to cry on, insya-Allah. :) My advice, do not be alone. Be accompanied! Be active! Use your imagination! :D

"My love is certain for those who love each other for My sake, and My love is fixed for those who meet each other for my sake, and my love is definite for those who indulge in dealings (trade) for My sake, and My love is permanent for those who make friends among themselves for My sake" (Ahmed and Tibrani).

On the contrary, life is jam-packed with ups and downs. And that makes life fascinating and remarkable! Hope we could have pleasure from life to the fullest! Nevertheless, with certain limitation. Not to be a stiff, but to ensure that we don’t go beyond the line.

I’ve went thru Kak Sarah’s blog and I’m so “touched” with her recent post which I will share with you people. It goes like…..

1. Everyone makes mistakes. Don’t sulk. If you realize you loved someone more than your creator and got hurt, BE GRATEFUL, REALLY GRATEFUL. Why??? Simply cause without getting hurt you could have gone on that way for the rest of your life. Ahamdulillah, Allah gave you the light and took you from those who took you from him.

2. Ladies, Muslim Women are the most liberated women in the world. So why feel oppressed. Why let people put you down. So dear sisters, let no one treat you bad, as Islam was brought upon us to save us from being treated badly my those who we call man.

3. Lastly ladies, blame not others except yourself first. Reflect on your actions - it is better to look upon our own actions and reflect on it rather than looking upon others only to see their flaws. It doesn’t really matter who’s right or wrong. What matters are we don’t make the same mistake twice.

Hmmm, bila baca sekali, macam biasa je rasa. Tapi bila baca for the second times, akan terkesan jugak hati ni sebenarnya… Okie people… No more cheerless faces, no more drop of tears from eyes! Leave with this sort of poem taken from Friendster BB.

There are moments in life

when you miss someone so much

that you just want to pick them from your dreams

and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens;

but often times we look so long at the closed door

that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.

Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile,

because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream;

go where you want to go;

be what you want to be,

because you have only one life

and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,

enough trials to make you strong,

enough sorrow to keep you human

and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;

they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;

you can't go forward in life

until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born,

you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so at the end,

you're the one who is smiling

and everyone around you is crying.

Don't count the years-count the memories...........

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take;

but by the moments that take our breath away!

However…, I still believe that loving HIM is the only meaningful and worthwhile! You don’t have to feel skeptical, suspicious, etc…, knowing that HE will always there for you. But of course we should not take things for granted! Its totally different when you love a human being. Those feelings will stir you up! More or less. Worthless (sometimes)! Too bad, sometimes, always fall in the middle… Hope could get up and proceed the journey for the sake of HIS love. No words can define it. It's something so enigmatic, that only Allah could design it and He alone comprehends it. Wonder of wonders, it is beyond man's conception. Only in Allah can love find true perfection, for love is enduring, patient and kind. It judges all things with the heart, not the mind. Love can transform the most commonplace into beauty and splendor and sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, giving more than it takes, being unconditional and unhampered by environment. Love never forsakes, it's faithful and trusting, truthful. It is guileless and honest and never deceiving. Love is Allah's Divine Gift.

Sape Kate BECKHAM Tak Terror...??? :D

2005-01-31T10:15:00.000+08:00

MADRID, Jan 30 (Reuters) - A spectacular trademark free kick from David Beckham and a late strike from defender Michel Salgado enabled Real Madrid to scramble a nervous 2-1 win over basement side Numancia in the Primera Liga on Sunday.

The victory, which left Real seven points behind leaders Barcelona, was secured as the England captain curled a 25-metre shot over the wall into the far corner in the second half and Salgado slotted home seven minutes from time to put Real 2-0 up.

But their success also owed much to goalkeeper Iker Casillas who saved a first half penalty and made another great save to prevent Numancia from grabbing a late equaliser.

The win was vital for Real after Barcelona had produced a devastating second-half display to power their way to a 4-0 win over Sevilla on Saturday and inflict a first home defeat of the season on the Andalucians.

Espanyol took advantage of Sevilla's defeat to reclaim fourth spot despite being held to a 2-2 draw at home to Real Betis.

Meanwhile, third-placed Valencia were forced to come from a goal behind to earn a draw at home against Athletic Bilbao and consolidate their spot in the table.

The performance of the day came from Villarreal, who notched up their fourth win in a row with the 4-0 trouncing of out-of-sorts Real Sociedad.

Uruguayan striker Diego Forlan scored two second-half goals to take his tally for the season to 13.

The former Manchester United player broke the deadlock in the 58th minute when he cracked the ball in from 10 metres.

He then provided the pass for Juan Roman Riquelme to make it 2-0 before helping himself to a second eight minutes from time.

Former AC Milan and Atletico Madrid forward Jose Mari completed the rout with a virtuoso effort in stoppage time, inflicting a fifth successive defeat on the Basque side.

The result pushed Villareal up to sixth in the table, a point behind Sevilla and Espanyol.

Basement side Numancia gave a nervous-looking Real several early scares at Los Pajaritos and would have taken the lead had it not been for some outstanding keeping from Casillas.

The Spanish international made a great fingertip save to turn a stinging shot from Luis Tevenet round the post after midfielder Juanlu had jinked his way through the Madrid defence.

He saved the day once more before the break with another fine stop to smother a Tevenet spot kick after centre-back Ivan Helguera had conceded a penalty for climbing over Miguel Perez as he tried to head the ball clear in the area.

Real finally began to find their rhythm after the break but were still unable to unlock the well-organised Numancia defence until Beckham scored with his sweetly struck free kick.
Salgado added a second when he burst into the area to latch onto a classy through ball from striker Michael Owen and slot past goalkeeper Antonio Nunez.

But Real were made to sweat once more when striker Miguel Lopez scored with a glancing header three minutes from time and Casillas had to tip the ball over the bar in the final minute to stop Numancia grabbing a late equaliser.

From www.soccernet.com

Kuliyah Ustaz Zul

2005-01-27T15:32:00.000+08:00

Salam people...

Just wanna share Kuliyah Ust. Zul. ni. Hmmm lame jugak tak pegi kuliyah sebenarnye. feel like going this week. But have to go back for kenduri... Nasib baik ade orang baik hati e-mailkan intipati Kuliyah ni. Semoga mendapat manfaat.

Kuliah 1: Kuliah Hadis.

Hadis Rasulullah (s.a.w), mafhumnya: Beristiqamahlah kamu, dan bahawa sebaik-baik istiqamah dan seelok-elok amal kamu itu ialah sembahyang, dan tiada yang sentiasa berwuduk itu melainkan mukmin yang kamil. (riwayat Ibnu Majah)

Huraian dan perbincangan hadis.

Di dalam membincangkan hadis di atas, Ustaz Zul menerangkan tentang kepentingan untuk kita beristiqamah dalam hal2 yang telah diperintahkan dan di dalam mengerjakan hal2 yang sunat. Sesungguhnya, orang2 yang Mustaqim (iaitu orang2 yang tetap dan beristiqamah), adalah orang2 yang tidak mengelakkan diri di dalam mentaati perintah Allah. Ustaz menerangkan tentang sifat manusia, yang sering mencari2 hujah untuk membenarkan apa yang kita hajati dan kita buat, walaupun perkara yang kita lakukan itu telah jelas bertentangan dengan ajaran Islam. Oleh itu, untuk mendapatkan nilai takwa yang sebenar, kita mesti mencuba untuk menjadi mukmin yang sentiasa yakin dengan segala yang telah ditetapkan, walaupun amat pahit untuk diterima dan diamalkan.

Namun begitu, untuk menjadi insan Mustaqim dan beristiqamah dengan sebenarnya adalah amat payah dan hampir mustahil. Saidina Umar Al Khattab, pernah ditanya oleh seorang sahabat, apakah maksud takwa yang sebenarnya? Lantas Saidina Umar menjawab, takwa itu adalah seperti berjalan di tengah2 duri yang tajam, dan untuk kita berjalan melaluinya, mestilah kita berhati2 sebelum melangkah (teliti bersungguh2 sebelum melakukan sesuatu). Maksudnya, konsep takwa dan istiqamah yang sebenar dalam berhati-hati dalam melakukan sesuatu seolah2 kita berjalan di tengah2 jalan yang berduri.

Namun, adalah menjadi sifat semulajadi manusia yang sering melakukan kesilapan dan lalai. Oleh itu, kita hendaklah mencuba bersungguh2 untuk beristiqamah dalam perkara2 yang kita mampu dan menurut keupayaan diri kita sendiri. Ustaz Zul menerangkan, membuat sesuatu perkara mengikut kemampuan dan keupayaan kita bukan bermaksud melakukan sesuatu secara sambil lewa dan main2, tetapi mencuba dengan bersungguh2, bersederhana dan beristiqamah dalam melakukan ketaatan, bukannya buat sikit2 jek. Salah satu sebab kenapa kita gagal untuk beristiqamah ialah kerana kita tidak bersederhana dalam beribadat dan melakukan amalan. Sebagai contoh, kadang2 tuh kita rasa macam nak sangat mengaji Al-Quran, sampai kita baca Al Quran 10 muka surat pun tak kisah. Tapi, pada hari lain, kita malas sangat nak baca Quran, kadang2 satu ayat Quran pun kita tak jenguk. Dalam Islam, bukan kuantiti ibadat yang penting, tetapi kualiti, kesempurnaan dan beristiqamah dalam ibadat yang menjadi keutamaan.

Ustaz Zul menerangkan, kunci kepada sifat istiqamah adalah jangan mengalah langsung kepada sifat2 hati yang jahat, dan melalaikan. Ustaz juga menerangkan, istiqamah dalam menunaikan solat adalah yang terpenting, dan sekiranya kita mampu beristiqamah dalam melakukan solat, Insya Allah mudah bagi kita untuk beristiqamah pada perkara2 yang lain kerana beristiqomah dalam melakukan solat adalah yang terberat . Konsep memelihara solat bukan sekadar mengerjakan solat 5 waktu sehari semalam, tetapi mencangkupi sifat bergegas untuk melakukan solat apabila masuk waktunya, menjaga adab solat, ikhlas, menjaga rukun, menjaga syarat sah solat, menjaga bacaan di dalam solat, dan macam2 lagi.

Kuliah 2: 20 sifat2 hati manusia.

Peringkat2 hasad ada 4 (tujuan Ulama’ membahagikan hasad kepada 4 peringkat adalah supaya kita dapat bermuhasabah dengan mudah).

Orang yang suka supaya hilang nikmat daripada orang lain (orang yang dihasadnya), walaupun dia sendiri tidak dapat nikmat tersebut.

Orang yang suka supaya hilang nikmat daripada orang lain (orang yang dihasadnya), kerana dia mahu supaya nikmat tersebut pergi kepadanya (contohnya konsep cantas-mencantas dalam organisasi)

Orang itu tidak kisah orang lain mendapat nikmat, tapi dia pun nak jugak nikmat yang sama. Kalau dia tengok orang lain dapat nikmat, tapi dia tak dapat nikmat yang sama, dia jadik jeles (hasad jugak namanya tuh). Contohnya, kita tengok kawan kita dapat bonus, tapi kita tak dapat. So, kita jadik jeles, walaupun kita taknak kawan kita tu hilang nikmatnya.

Orang itu terliur dengan nikmat yang dikurniakan pada orang lain, tetapi dia tak kisah kalau dia sendiri tak dapat nikmat tersebut. Contohnya, kita terliur tengok orang lain bawak kereta Mitsubishi Evo 8, tapi kita tak jeles pun pasal kita tau kita tak mampu. Sifat seperti ini adalah sifat hasad yang paling rendah.

Hope we’ve gained something from the above article, more or less. Hmmm sebab lately ni macam-macam benda berlaku. Lepas satu, satu. It involves people around, so it was quite problematical to handle. I’m in the “focal point” of two I may say. Leaving with all those hypocrite people make you feel sooo under the weather! I only hope I could be stronger day by day to face those con artist.

I like this phrase from Kak Nadrah’s blog :

We might call ourselves as civilized well-educated person but be the most uncivilized and bloody fool from God's eyes... poor us!

The best path is the one lead by GOD… gives us the ability to abide fully you…

What a lost!

2005-01-27T10:04:00.000+08:00

Salam to all…

Huhuhu… Da very da sob one you know… This news clutches my mind this morning. So wanna watch the match, but too bad, got no ASTRO here. Double-too-bad, Man. U lost 1-2 to Chelsea… :( It seems like I have to treat someone Mc. D for lunch today… Its okay, take it easy! :D

Chelsea wins 2-1 to reach League Cup final

By ROBERT MILLWARD, AP Soccer WriterJanuary 26, 2005

MANCHESTER, England (AP) -- Chelsea's bid to win an unprecedented four titles in one season stayed on course when Damien Duff gave Jose Mourinho's Blues a 2-1 victory over Manchester United in a League Cup semifinal Wednesday.

The victory puts Chelsea in the title game against seven-time League Cup champion Liverpool on Feb. 27 in Cardiff.

Chelsea has a 10-point lead in the Premier League and is going strong in the Champions League and FA Cup competitions.

``It is possible to win all four, it is possible to win nothing,'' said Mourinho, Chelsea's first-year manager.

Last year, Mourinho's Porto team from Portugal won the Champions League, Europe's most prestigious competition, beating Manchester United on the way to the title. But Mourinho knows the added games of all the tournaments this year are bound to take a physical toll on his club.

``To win four is very, very, very, very difficult,'' he said. ``Not impossible but very difficult.''

The loss ended Manchester United manager Alex Ferguson's record of 19 games unbeaten in domestic cup semifinals.

Ferguson is still chasing the Champions League and FA Cup. His team is 11 points behind Chelsea and a point shy of defending champion Arsenal in the Premier League.

``You would think it would happen sometime, but this is the lesser of the tournaments you would want to get knocked out of,'' Ferguson said. ``But it's a fantastic record and it's disappointing.''

Duff curled in a crossfield free kick five minutes from the end at Old Trafford to give Chelsea a 2-1 aggregate triumph after a 0-0 draw in the first leg at Stamford Bridge.

Frank Lampard gave the London-based Blues the lead in the 29th minute, and Ryan Giggs tied it for the Reds in the 67th.

Hmmm... there are no possible things in life, but of course by God will. All we need is a hard work. For us, Muslims, we have to add another “ingredient”, which is Dua (supplication to Allah).

Narrated Hadrat Abū Hurayra (may Allāh be pleased with him): Prophet Muhammad (may Allāh's blessings and peace be upon him) said, "There is nothing more magnificent than supplication." (Tirmidhī, Ibn Mājah)

January by Glenn : Kak Aina's :D

2005-01-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

Oklah, upon request from Kak Aina da very da noti girl…, I post this lyric “January” by Glenn. Bdw, Kak Aina, you broke up on January??? I didn’t know that you had a boyfriend before…? Haaa, kantoi!!! :D

Lagu/Lirik: Glen Fredly

Berat bebanku

Meninggalkanmu

Separuh nafas jiwaku

Sirna...

Bukan salahmu

Apa dayaku

Mungkin benar cinta sejati

Tak berpihak

Pada kita

Reff:Kasihku

Sampai disini kisah kita

Jangan tangisi keadaannya

Bukan karena kita berbeda

Dengarkan

Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini

Melodi rintihan kati ini

Kisah kita berakhir di Januari

Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku

Wow....pergilah....

Chad Michael Murray??? Owh my God!!! :D

2005-01-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

Take the quiz: "Who is your famous soul mate? (For Girls)"

Chad Michael Murray
Wow, your ideal guy is Chad Michael Murray! He is an athletic, romantic guy, with a love for shy, sweet girls.

Ewwwwwwwwww!!! Chad Michael Murray??? How shhhwwweeettt…! Ops, am I too excited??? *wink wink* :D Well, any girls would feel the same, I bet! Hehehe, actually, this thingy is only for fun. But who knows kan? Huhuhu!!! *lol* Dreeeming… Dreeeaming… Dreeeaming all da way!!! Lalalalala!

The Power of Three Little Words!

2005-01-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

Some of the most significant messages people deliver to one another often come in just three words. When spoken or conveyed, those statements have the power to forge new friendships, deepen old ones and restore relationships that have cooled. The following three-word phrases can enrich every relationship.

I'LL BE THERE - Being there for another person is the greatest gift we can give. When we are truly present for other people, important things happen to them and to us. We are renewed in love and friendship. We are restored emotionally and spiritually. 'Being there' is at the very very core of civility.

I MISS YOU - Perhaps more marriages or friendship could be salvaged (terselamat) and strengthened if couples simply and sincerely said to each other, "I miss you." This powerful affirmation tells partners they are wanted, needed, desired and loved.

I RESPECT YOU - Respect is another way of showing love. Respect conveys the feeling that another person is a true equal. It is a powerful way to affirm the importance of a relationship and friendship.

MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT - This phrase is highly effective in diffusing (kabur) an argument and restoring frayed (meradang/marah/tension) emotions. The flip side of "maybe you're right" is the humility of admitting "maybe I'm wrong."

PLEASE FORGIVE ME - Many broken relationships and friendship could be restored and healed if people would admit their mistakes and ask for forgiveness. All of us are vulnerable to faults, foibles (sort of behavior) and failures. A man should never be ashamed to own he has been in the wrong, which is but saying, in other words, that he is wiser today than he was yesterday.

I THANK YOU - Gratitude is an exquisite form of courtesy. People who enjoy the companionship of good, close friends are those who don't take daily courtesies for granted. They are quick to thank their friends for their many expressions of kindness. On the other hand, people whose circle of friends is severely constricted often do not have the attitude of gratitude.

COUNT ON ME - "A friend is one who walks in when others walk out," Loyalty is an essential ingredient for true friendship; it is the emotional glue that bonds people. Those who are rich in their relationships tend to be steady and true friends. When troubles come, a good friend is there, indicating "you can count on me."

LET ME HELP - The best of friends see a need and try to fill it. When they spot a hurt they do what they can to heal it. Without being asked, they pitch in and help.

I UNDERSTAND YOU - People become closer and enjoy each other more if they feel the other person accepts and understands them. Letting others know in so many little ways that you understand him or her is one of the most powerful tools for healing your relationship.

GO FOR IT - Some of your friends may be non conformists, have unique projects and unusual hobbies. Support them in pursuing their interests. Rather than urging your loved ones to conform, encourage their uniqueness-everyone has dreams that no one else has.

Dear peeps, I suppose the 3 little words that you were expecting to see have to be reserved for those who are special; that is I LOVE YOU. But do not limit your mind to only your "special someone." Make it universial. Make it for your friends! :D That would be nicer...

Have a great day loving yourself and loving your loved ones! :D

~Bonds of Lurve~

2005-01-26T14:37:00.000+08:00

Why are you so sad

And why is it so bad

When someone leaves you behind

Won't you ever know

Don't you realise

It's just a part of life
When you fall in love

With someone sometime

It's smile with a broken heart
Only falling in love

With AllahThe bonds of love survive
No mountain too high when there's a will

No river too wide believe there's a way

Come to Allah you'll never fail

The truth's so close it shall prevail
Allah we belong to you

And everything we do

We do it all for you

Allah always by our side

Guiding us to the light

Everything shines bright

No matter day or night...

Owh..... am I??? wink wink :D

2005-01-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.

Huhuhu… Up till now, I can’t get rid of this world of SHOPAHOLIC and FASHION VICTIM! Well, it seems synonym with myself! Can’t imagine my life without RETAIL TERAPHY! *wink* :D

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Cinta Sejati

2005-01-25T13:06:00.000+08:00

Seorang hamba sahaya bernama Tsauban amat menyayangi dan merindui Nabi Muhammad saw. Sehari tidak berjumpa Nabi, dia rasakan seperti setahun.Kalau boleh dia hendak bersama Nabi setiap masa. Jika tidak bertemu Rasulullah, dia amat berasa sedih, murung dan seringkali menangis.Rasulullah juga demikian terhadap Tsauban. Baginda mengetahui betapa hebatnya kasih sayang Tsauban terhadap dirinya.

Suatu hari Tsauban berjumpa Rasulullah saw. Katanya "Ya Rasulullah,saya sebenarnya tidak sakit, tapi saya sangat sedih jika berpisah dan tidak bertemu denganmu walaupun sekejap. Jika dapat bertemu, barulah hatiku tenang dan bergembira sekali. Apabila memikirkan akhirat, hati saya bertambah cemas, takut-takut tidak dapat bersama denganmu.Kedudukanmu sudah tentu di syurga yang tinggi, manakala saya belum tentu kemungkinan di syurga paling bawah atau paling membimbangkan tidak dimasukkan ke dalam syurga langsung. Ketika itu saya tentu tidak bersuamuka denganmu lagi."

Mendengar kata Tsauban, baginda amat terharu. Namun baginda tidak dapat berbuat apa-apa kerana itu urusan Allah. Setelah peristiwa itu, turunlah wahyu kepada Rasulullah saw, bermaksud "Barangsiapa yang taat kepada Allah dan RasulNya, maka mereka itu nanti akan bersama mereka yang diberi nikmat oleh Allah iaitu para nabi, syuhada, orang-orang soleh dan mereka yang sebaik-baik teman." Mendengarkan jaminan Allah ini, Tsauban menjadi gembira semula.

MORAL & IKTIBAR

Cinta kepada Rasulullah adalah cinta sejati yang berlandaskan keimananyang tulen.

Mencintai Rasul bermakna mencintai Allah.

Kita bersama siapa yang kita sayangi. Jika di dunia sayangkan nabi,insyallah kita bersama nabi di akhirat nanti.

Hati yang dalam kecintaan terhadap seseorang akan merasa rindu yangteramat sangat jika tidak bertemu.

Pasangan sahabat yang berjumpa dan berpisah kerana Allah semata-mataakan mendapat naungan Arasy di hari akhirat kelak.

Rasulullah amat mengetahui mana-mana umatnya yang mencintai baginda,meskipun baginda sudah wafat.

Rasulullah memberi syafaat kepada sesiapa di antara umatnya yangmengasihi baginda.

Sebaik-baik sahabat ialah mereka yang berkawan diatas landasan keagamaan dan semata-mata kerana Allah.

*Dari e-mail seorang companion...

Monolog Hati...

2005-01-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

Satu hari, Plato bertanya pada gurunya, "Apa itu cinta? Bagaimana saya boleh menemukannya? Gurunya menjawab,"Ada ladang gandum yang luas di depan sana. Berjalanlah kamu dan tanpa boleh mundur kembali, kemudian ambillah satu saja ranting. Jika kamu menemukan ranting yang kamu anggap paling menakjubkan, ertinya kamu telah menemukan cinta" Plato pun berjalan, dan tidak seberapa lama, dia kembali dengan tangan kosong, tanpa membawa apapun.Gurunya bertanya, "Mengapa kamu tidak membawa satupun ranting?" Plato menjawab, "Aku hanya boleh membawa satu saja, dan masa berjalan tidak boleh mundur kembali (berbalik).

Sebenarnya aku telah menemukan yang paling menakjubkan, tapi aku tak tahu apakah ada yang lebih menakjubkan lagi di depan sana, jadi tak ku ambil ranting tersebut. Ketika ku melanjutkan berjalan lebih jauh lagi, baru kusedari bahawasanya ranting-ranting yang ku temukan kemudian tak sebaik dan secantik ranting yang tadi, jadi tak ku ambil sebatang pun pada akhirnya"Gurunya kemudian menjawab "Jadi itulah yang dikatakan cinta"

Pada hari yang lain, Plato bertanya lagi pada gurunya, "Apa itu perkawinan? Bagaimana saya boleh menemukannya?"Gurunya pun menjawab "Ada hutan yang subur di depan sana. Berjalanlah tanpa boleh mundur kembali (menoleh) dan kamu hanya boleh menebang satu pohon saja. Dan tebanglah jika kamu menemukan pohon yang paling tinggi, kerana ertinya kamu telah menemukan apa itu perkawinan"Plato pun berjalan, dan tidak seberapa lama, dia kembali dengan membawa pohon. Pohon tersebut bukanlah pohon yang segar/subur, dan tidak juga terlalu tinggi. Pohon itu biasa-sederhana saja, tidak terlalu lurus batangnya. Gurunya bertanya, "Mengapa kamu memotong pohon yang seperti itu?"Plato pun menjawab, "Sebab berdasarkan pengalamanku sebelumnya, setelah menjelajah hampir setengah hutan, ternyata aku kembali dengan tangan kosong. Jadi dikesempatan ini, aku lihat pohon ini, dan ku rasa tidaklah buruk sangat, jadi ku putuskan untuk menebangnya dan membawanya ke sini. Aku tidak mau menghilangkan kesempatan untuk mendapatkannya" Gurunya pun kemudian menjawab, "Dan itulah yang dikatakan perkahwinan"

Oleh itu carilah cinta dan dapatkan perkahwinan. Kerana kita tidak mungkin memperoleh sebenar seperti yang kita impikan. Hidup ini hanya kesempatan yang sedikit dan sementara. Tidak mungkin akan terpenuhi segala yang kita mahu. Terimalah seadanya apa yang telah Allah tentukan untuk kita.

Be honest and sincere in love. Not only towards human being, but also to The Almighty. Honest and sincere in worship Him. Don’t request for honesty from others while you yourself do not know how to be sincere to people. Life is actually fair and square. What you give, you’ll get back!

And just a tip for all chaps, “don’t try to understand women, just love them!” I looooove this quote! :D

Berdiri di halaman tasik keliru

dengan seraut wajah gusar

di tangan tergenggam umpan rindu

cuba memancing kata-kata

tak terlafas antara ulas bibir

tak tertunai oleh pusara janji.

Berdiri di hadapan sungai gelisah

di dalam kebeningan sebuah ilusi

di hati tergenggam sejuta ingin

cuba memukat selautan bahagia

tak terdaya mencipta sejahtera

tak tercapai impian membara.

Berdiri di tepian pantai ingatan

di sebalik teduhan sinar matamu

di nurani tergenggam secebis harap

cuba mengemudi bahtera gemilang

akan berlabuhkah sauh kehidupan

dari pelayaran mencari arah?

Hmmm terjiwang pulak mlm2 ni... :D

For Every Sickness, There Is A Cure

2005-01-24T13:32:00.000+08:00

EVER WONDER WHY YOU ARE SICK?

Hadith - Bukhari 7:564
I visited Allah's Apostle while he was suffering from a high fever. I touched him with my hand and said, "O Allah's Apostle! You have a high fever." Allah's Apostle said, "Yes, I have as much fever as two men of you have." I said, "Is it because you will get a double reward?" Allah's Apostle said, "Yes, no Muslim is afflicted with harm because of sickness or some other inconvenience, but that Allah will remove his sins for him as a tree sheds its leaves."

Hadith - Muslim & Bukhari
Abu Sa'id al-Khudri r.a. reported that the Prophet said: Whenever a Muslim is afflicted with a hardship, sickness, sadness, worry, harm, or depression --even a thorn's prick, Allah expiates (menebus) his sins because of it.

Recorded by Bukhari in al-Adab ul-Mufrad (no. 493), verified authentic by al-Albani
"Expect good, because Allah (s.w.t.) makes a believer's sickness an expiation (for his sins) and a period of repose. As for a disbeliever falling sick, he is like a camel whose owner ties it and then lets it loose --it does not understand why it was tied, nor why it was freed."

THE CURE
Hadith - Sahih Bukhari, Book 25, Number 5466, Narrated Jabir ibn Abdullah
Allah's Messenger said: There is a remedy for every malady(penyakit), and when the remedy is applied to the disease it is cured with the permission of Allah, the Exalted (Maha Mulia) and Glorious.

Hadith - Muwatta 50:12

Yahya related to me from Malik from Zayd ibn Aslam that a man received a wound in the time of the Messenger of Allah . The blood clotted(beku) in the wound (cedera/luka) and the man called two men from the Banu Ammar tribe. They looked at it and claimed that the Messenger of Allah said to them, "Which of you is the better doctor?" They said, "Is there any good in medicine, Messenger of Allah?" Zayd claimed that the Messenger of Allah said, "The one who sent down the disease sent down the remedy."

Narration - Ahmad
"Worshippers of Allah, use medical treatments."

REWARDS FOR THOSE AFFLICTED

Hadith - Al-Tirmidhi #2170, Narrated AbdulMalik ibn Umayr
Allah's Messenger said, "Fatihat al-Kitab contains healing for every disease."

Hadith - Al-Tirmidhi #1570, Narrated Jabir ibn Abdullah
Allah's Messenger said, "On the Day of Resurrection, when people who have suffered affliction (kesedihan/bencana) are given their reward, those who are healthy will wish their skins had been cut to pieces with scissors when they were in the world."

Recorded by Ahmad , verified authentic by al-Hakim, ath-Thahabi, and al-Albani
The ailment(penyakit) is intensified for the righteous. Whenever a believer is afflicted with a hardship, be it a thorn or more, a sin is taken off him because of it, and he is elevated on level (in Jannah [Paradise]).

Hadith - Al-Bukhari
A traveller's or sick person's deeds are recorded in accordance with what he used to do when he was resident or well.

ENDURANCE

Hadith - Al-Tirmidhi, Narrated AbuUmamah [Ibn Majah transmitted it.]
The Prophet stated that Allah, who is Blessed and Exalted, said "Son of Adam, if you show endurance(ketahanan) and seek your reward from me in the first affliction, I shall be pleased with no lesser reward than Paradise for you."

Hadith - Sahih Bukhari, Muslim, and Nasa'i, Narrated 'A'ishah
The Prophet of Allah, upon him be peace, said, "Do not say, 'I feel rotten*.' Instead, say, 'I do not feel well."
*or any expression that involves corruption of any type.

READ QURAN WHEN SICK

The Noble Qur'an - Al-Isra 17:82 And We send down from the Qur'an that which is a healing and a mercy to those who believe (in Islamic Monotheism and act on it), and it increases the Zalimun (polytheists and wrong-doers) nothing but loss.

Dear people, life is full of tests and sadness and if we learn the Islamic way to deal with and react to these tests, we will accept our destiny and then, we will suffer less. No one could leave without being tested by Allah.

“Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, 'We believe', And that they will not be tested?” (Qur'an, Al-Ankabut: 1-2)

As for the conclusion, I believe that Islam is the only solution for all human problems. Wallahu’alam…

Health Info - BRONCHITIS

2005-01-24T11:50:00.000+08:00

COMMON CHARACTERISTICS
Bronchitis is an inflammation of the bronchial tubes, or bronchi (the air passages that extend from the windpipe into the lungs). The inflammation may be caused by a virus, bacteria, smoking or the inhalation of chemical pollutants or dust. When the cells of the bronchial-lining tissue are irritated beyond a certain point, the tiny hairs (cilia) within them, which normally trap and eliminate pollutants, stop functioning. Consequently, the air passages become clogged by debris and irritation increases. In response, a heavy secretion of mucus develops, which causes the characteristic cough of bronchitis.

ACUTE BRONCHITIS
Brief bouts of acute bronchitis often evolve from a severe cold. This disorder may also follow or accompany the flu, or it may begin without having had an infection. Acute bronchitis usually lasts about 10 days. Severe cases may also cause general malaise and chest pain.

Seeking prompt treatment is advisable to prevent serious complications. If, for example, the inflammation extends downward to the ends of the bronchial tree and into the small bronchi (bronchioles) and then into the air sacs, bronchopneumonia results. The most effective way to deal with acute bronchitis consists of the following regimen: Avoid fatigue by getting proper rest, stay indoors when the weather is cold and windy and drink large amounts of fluid to help keep the chest mucus liquified. Congestive mucus should be coughed up, so avoid the use of cough suppressants. A doctor may recommend an expectorant to help loosen the mucus. Older people should consult a doctor about whether to take antibiotics to eliminate the risk of serious bacterial infection due to lowered resistance. A doctor should also be consulted when sputum (the mucus mixed with saliva) produced by the coughing is greenish-yellow and thick rather than gray and watery, or when fever rises and chest pains become severe.

CHRONIC BRONCHITIS
Chronic bronchitis is defined as excessive mucus secretion in the bronchi and a chronic or recurrent mucus-producing cough that lasts three or more months and recurs year after year. In diagnosing chronic bronchitis, it is important to rule out heart disease, lung infections, cancer and other disorders that may produce bronchitis-like symptoms. Chronic bronchitis may result from a series of attacks of acute bronchitis, or it may evolve gradually because of heavy smoking or the inhalation of air contaminated with other pollutants in the environment.

When the so-called smoker's cough is constant rather than occasional, the likelihood exists that the mucus-producing layer of the bronchial lining has thickened, narrowing the airways to the point where breathing becomes increasingly difficult. With the immobilization of the cilia that sweep the air clean of foreign irritants, the bronchial passages become more vulnerable to further infection and the spread of tissue damage.

SMOKING
There is no doubt that cigarette smoking is the chief cause of chronic bronchitis, and recent studies indicate that smoking marijuana causes similar damage. Unless some other factor can be isolated as the irritant that produces the symptoms, the first step in dealing with chronic bronchitis is to stop smoking. To alleviate symptoms, a doctor may prescribe a combination of medications that will both open up obstructed bronchial airways and thin obstructive mucus so that it can be coughed up more easily. A steam vaporizer near the bed can also be helpful in easing chest congestion at night.

EARLY DETECTION OF TISSUE DAMAGE
Gradual and progressive damage of bronchial tissue cannot be detected by chest x-rays. However, screening tests have been developed recently for measuring the early changes in respiratory function that eventually lead to chronic bronchitis and other respiratory disorders. Evaluation of these tests has shown that a high incidence of disease of the smaller airways is present in young people who have smoked for one to five years. Although completely free of obvious symptoms, these individuals are highly likely candidates for future respiratory diseases.

HELP FROM THE DOCTOR
For the heavy smoker suffering from chronic bronchitis, self-treatment is not recommended. Use of over-the-counter medicated inhalers and cough medications, unless specifically recommended by a doctor, may produce undesirable results. Also, there is no conclusive evidence that massive doses of vitamin C are effective in preventing bronchitis. If smoking is at the root of the problem and you have difficulty in stopping, ask your doctor for guidance. There are numerous stop-smoking programs, ranging from peer-support groups to those involving hypnosis and behavior-modification techniques.

For patients who do not respond to dietary and other lifestyle changes, including a reduction of stress, medications may be prescribed. These may include an anticholinergic agent to reduce the intestinal overactivity, a mild tranquilizer or a sedative.

SUMMING UP
Bronchitis--an inflammation of the bronchial tubes--may be caused by smoking, air pollution and viral or bacterial infections. Complications of a cold or flu may lead to acute bronchitis, which can be treated with bed rest and by drinking plenty of fluids and staying indoors in damp, cold weather. Suffering from a series of acute bronchitis attacks, smoking heavily or inhaling contaminated air for prolonged periods may result in chronic bronchitis. Since chronic bronchitis can be life-threatening, it should receive professional medical attention, no matter what its underlying cause.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

2005-01-23T18:12:00.000+08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Celebration of Sacrifice

2005-01-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

Eid Al-Adha is the celebration of sacrifice, and it is important for two reasons.
First, during `Eid Al-Adha we remember the spirit of Prophet Ibrahim (peace be upon him) and how he was willing to sacrifice the person he loved the most, because it was Allah's (SWT) command.

Allah chose Ibrahim to restore the Ka`bah from disrepair, and Ibrahim had his son Ishmael (peace also be upon him) help him. It took them months in the desert heat, but they kept going because of their burning love for Allah. Once the Ka`bah was finally done, Allah asked Ibrahim (on the 10th day of the month of Dhul' Hijja - the day we celebrate `Eid) to sacrifice Ishmael on that very spot. Wow - Allah asked Ibrahim to sacrifice his own son Ishmael, and Ibrahim didn't even once think "why" or that he might say "no" - if that's what Allah wanted, he trusted Him no matter what! His faith was rewarded when his son's life was spared by Allah at the very last minute. Just as the knife was coming down, there was a lamb in the place of Ishmael and that's what Ibrahim actually sacrificed.

Second, `Eid Al-Adha ends the period of Hajj (the 5th pillar of Islam - remember?). Every year, about 3 million people go to Mecca and perform the pilgrimage together. Everyone is dressed the same, nobody is better than anybody else. Seeing the Ka`bah is like a homecoming - the place on earth where you can be closest to Allah. This is the spot you face everyday at home when you do your prayers - and now you're really there! You forget about everything else in the world except what you are doing at that moment. Even the people who do not perform the Hajj that year think about what it symbolizes and celebrate that. Celebrating `Eid Al-Adha with your family and friends is similar to that of `Eid Al-Fitr. Many people also sacrifice animals (like goats or lambs) for this `Eid, which is a Sunnah act. When this is done, 1/3 of the meat goes to the needy people, 1/3 is given to neighbors and friends, and 1/3 stays with your family.

Not possible it is for the weak,

Of Ibrahim and Ismail we speak

Such glory and service we must seek.

If thy vision be true

Sacrifice thy beloved son,

Came the call from Allah, Lord of All.

My beloved son, Lord! And this call!

My father, said Ismail,

Myself I offer with a smile,

Come, father let us to our destiny go,

Sacrifice such as this was seen nevermore.

The place they reached,A knife he sharpened'

Blindfold me, father, strength will I find,

With open eyes, weak is my mind.

The knife did he put,

Hard did he try,

The harder he tried; Nothing!

'Stop! I will send in thy honour this thing!'

A ram, innocent, gentle;

Silently it stood awaiting.

A true vision is this, O Ibrahim!

Sacrifice this Ram, and remember Him!

Taken from Islam Online

Umum mengakui bahawa setiap apa juga yang dilakukan dalam kehidupan, semuanya akan menuntut kekuatan dan pengorbanan tinggi oleh setiap insan. Dalam proses mematuhi tuntutan nurani itulah, maka ramai pula di kalangan umat Islam hari ini yang sekadar mampu untuk mengucapkan kata-kata ingin berkorban pada lidah saja. Apabila tiba masa untuk menunjukkan pengorbanan sebenar, ramai yang tidak mengotakan janji mereka.Untuk mencapai apa saja bentuk kejayaan dan kecemerlangan dalam hidup, kita mesti sanggup berkorban. Bukan setakat wang ringgit, malah jiwa raga, andainya ituyang diperlukan. Begitu pun, sebagai umat Islam, kita perlu berhati-hati dalam melakukan pengorbanan yang membabitkan rohani dan jasmani. Perkara ini kerana Islam mengehadkan batas pengorbanan yang harus dilakukan oleh setiap umat Islam. Sekiranya pengorbanan yang dituntut oleh diri sendiri atau pihak lain itu bersifat untuk kufur dan derhaka kepada Allah, maka ia mestilah dijauhi. Sebaliknya, terus melakukan pengorbanan kerana sesungguhnyajika perkara itu benar di sisi Allah, maka Allah akan bersama-sama dengan setiap orang yang melakukannya.

Apakah pengorbanan kita??? Apa pun bentuk pengorbanan yang bakal dan telah kita lakukan, semoga setiap pengorbanan yang kita lakukan atau lalui sepanjang tahun ini, telah dan akan memberi kita sejuta hikmah yang dapat membentuk kita ke arah manusia yang lebih matang, insya-Allah...

~Salam Aidiladha To All~

2005-01-20T13:55:00.000+08:00

"Eid Mubarak for Mom & Dad
Thanks for all your Love and Care...
May Allaah Take care of you both and love you both, always and forever!"

"Eid Mubarak to you who read this page!

May Allaah Let us Meet in Jannah.

Glorify Allaah, The Creator of Heavens and the Earth,

On this Blessed day."

04/05 : Pegangan Hidup

2005-01-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum…

Walaupun hampir sebulan kita telah menjejakkan kaki ke suatu lagi tahun yang serba baru, namun rasanya masih belum terlambat untuk saya membuat post sempena Tahun Baru.

Melangkah ke Tahun Baru bererti bertambah satu lagi tahun pada usia kita. Semakin tua usia kita, semakin hampir kita dengan hari kematian. Sudahkah kita bersedia untuk menghadap-Nya? Dunia ini umpama lautan yg luas. Kita adalah kapal yang belayar di lautan. Telah ramai kapal karam didalamnya. Andai muatan kita adalah iman, dan layarnya takwa, nescaya kita akan selamat dari tersesat di lautan hidup ini, insya-Allah.

Orang kata, “a year older, a year wiser”. Betul??? Saya kurang setuju. Usia semakin matang tidak cukup untuk menjanjikan perilaku yang matang. Melihat cara orang lain berfikir yang ternyata betapa matang dan bersedianya mereka di dalam menangani, menghalusi dan menimbangtara sesuatu keadaan yang terhasil dalam satu-satu keadaan menyebabkan diri ini tertanya “Bilakah agaknya aku boleh jadi seperti mereka?” Hati menjawab, “semua insan berbeza dari segi pemikiran, perbuatan dan pengamalan, manakan sama setiap orang dalam berbuat dan berfikir sesuatu.” Betul. Tapi aku berharap aku boleh mencapai tahap kematangan fikiran seperti itu, insya-Allah. “Don’t judge a book by its cover.” Cukup sebagai konklusi frasa di atas. Contohnya saya. Umur hampir 22 tahun. Tetapi minat dan tingkah-laku tetap keanak-anakan. Kadang-kadang, terselit juga rasa malu dengan diri sendiri. Bayangkan, dalam usia 22, masih menggunakan cawan Barbie dan Power Puff??? Doesn’t make sense kan? Hmmm, but that makes me, me.

Banyak sangat yang saya belajar sepanjang tahun 2004. Lautan pengalaman yang saya tempuhi. Pelbagai ragam orang yang saya kenali. Dan yang paling saya hargai sepanjang tahun 2004 hingga kini ialah, PEGANGAN HIDUP! Ikhlaslah menjadi diri sendiri agar hidup penuh dengan ketenangan dan keamanan. Hidup tanpa pegangan ibarat buih-buih sabun. Bila-bila masa ia akan pecah. Sebagai orang Islam, Al-Quran dan Sunnah menjadi pegangan wajib untuk kita. Namun kadang kala, terasa jauh diri ini dengan pegangan wajib itu...

Saya belajar bahawa di planet dunia ini ada pelbagai jenis manusia ditambah dengan pelbagai ragam.

Saya belajar bahawa yang indah di luar itu tidak semestinya indah di dalam dan yang buruk di luar itu tidak semestinya buruk di dalam.

Saya belajar bahawa tidak sukar untuk menggapai hidayah-Nya, tetapi amat sukar dan terseksa untuk memelihara hidayah-Nya yang sememangnya tidak ternilai.

Saya belajar bahawa fitrah manusia, apabila hidup dibelenggu kesusahan, kepada-Nya juga ia kembali untuk perlindungan.

Saya belajar bahawa adakalanya kita harus mementingkan diri sendiri. (Thanx to Bro ****)

Saya belajar bahawa bukan semua orang boleh kita panggil “sahabat’. Dan sehingga saat ini, saya hanya mempunya seorang sahabat. Tidak perlu saya utarakan namanya di sini kerana saya yakin dia juga tahu saya adalah sahabatnya. Sahabat yang tidak jujur ibarat dapur yang berhampiran. Jikalau pun kamu tidak terkena jelaganya sudah pasti akan terkena asapnya.

Saya belajar bahawa kehidupan ini sering menuntut pengorbanan yang adakalanya sukar untuk diri kita yang lemah ini melakukan. Hidup memerlukan pengorbananan. Pengorbanan memerlukan perjuangan. Perjuangan memerlukan ketabahan. Ketabahan memerlukan keyakinan. Keyakinan pula menentukan kejayaan. Kejayaan pula akan menentukan kebahagiaan.

Saya belajar bahawa sealim dan sewarak mana pun manusia, sikap hipokrit dalam diri akan wujud hatta sebesar zarah. Begitulah juga dengan saya. Saya akui sikap ini memang wujud dalam diri. Alhamdulillah, saya sedar dan akan cuba perbaiki. Namun, bagaimana dengan orang yang hipokrit tetapi masih hendak menegakkan benang yang basah? Kasihan..... Kebenaran itu nyata.

Saya belajar bahawa besarnya dan labuhnya tudung bukanlah ukuran kealiman dan kebaikan seseorang. Maaf kepada yang bertudung labuh/besar. Saya harus akui bukan semua bersikap sebegini. Tetapi di MMU, cukup untuk menerangkan segalanya.

Saya belajar bahawa kadang kala kita tidak akan dapat apa yang kita impikan. Hanya Dia yang Maha Mengetahui baik dan buruk untuk kita.

Saya belajar bahawa jodoh dan pertemuan itu memang benar di tangan Tuhan. Jika tiada jodoh, usahalah cara mana pun, tak akan menjadi. Tetapi kalau memang ditakdirkan hidup bersama, terpisah walau beribu batu sekalipun, akan bertemu jua di jinjang pelamin.

Saya belajar bahawa dalam apa keadaan sekalipun, fikir dahulu sebelum membuat keputusan dan bukan sebaliknya. Kerana terlajak perahu boleh diundur. Terlajak kata…??? Lidah yang panjangnya tiga inci boleh membunuh manusia yang tingginya enam kaki.

Saya belajar bahawa jangan sekali-kali membiarkan akal dikawal oleh perasaan. Sebaliknya biarlah perasaan dikawal oleh akal. Reaksi emosi jangan dituruti kerana implikasinya tidak seperti yang diimaginasi .

Saya belajar bahawa dalam hidup ini, kita perlu ada pegangan hidup tersendiri dan yakin dengan jalan yang kita ikuti, bukan ikut membuta tuli.

Secara jujur dan ikhlas, saya hampir kehilangan pegangan hidup. Masya-Allah, mudah benar Dia mengambil setelah memberi… Tidak ada insan suci yang tidak mempunyai masa lampau dan tidak ada insan yang berdosa yang tidak mempunyai masa depan. Sedar atau tidak, kita sentiasa muda untuk melakukan dosa tetapi tidak pernah tua untuk bertaubat. Tersentak bila mengenangkan segala peristiwa yang telah terjadi sepanjang tahun 2004. Sikit sangat amal maaruf nahi mungkar. Sikit sangat zikir yang membasahi bibir. Sikit sangat ayat-ayat Quran yang bermain di telinga. Sikit sangat perkara-perkara sunat yang dilakukan. Bangun untuk bertahajud boleh dikira dengan jari. Dunia ini ibarat pentas. Kita adalah pelakonnya. Maka berlumba-lumbalah beramal supaya hidup bahagia di dunia dan akhirat.

Masih belum terlambat untuk merobah keadaan. “Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu melainkan mereka mengubah nasib mereka sendiri”. Saya sedar bahawa, hidup adalah gabungan antara bahagia dan derita. Ia adalah menguji keteguhan iman seseorang. Malangnya bagi mereka yg hanya mengikut kehendak hati, tidak sanggup menerima penderitaan. Saya sedar bahawa wanita yang cantik tanpa peribadi yang mulia, umpama kaca mata yang bersinar-bersinar, tetapi tidak melihat apa-apa. Kekecewaan mengajar kita erti kehidupan. Teruskan perjuangan kita walaupun terpaksa menghadapi rintangan demi rintangan dalam hidup.

Untuk diri sendiri, pelbagai kekecewaan yang telah saya tempuhi sepanjang tahun 2004. Bukan nak menyesali, sekadar mengingat kembali sebagai pengajaran yang hakiki. Cabaran paling besar tahun 2005 ialah apabila saya telah bertukar “status”. Daripada pelajar IT ke pelajar Management. Suatu keputusan yang amat sukar diterima oleh akal sebenarnya. Namun itulah jalan yang telah saya pilih dan tidak mungkin untuk saya menoleh ke belakang. Alhamdulillah, hampir sebulan menjadi pelajar Management, saya puas dan seronok. Akhirnya, saya dapat apa yang saya inginkan dalam hidup, saya dapat mencorakkan warna hidup saya sendiri! Namun setiap pilihan pasti ada baik dan buruk, pasti menuntut cabaran yang tersendiri. Cabaran untuk tahun 2005 ini ialah untuk mendapat 1st Class! Memang sukar. Tapi nak tak nak, harus dapat! Sebagai bukti kepada mama dan baba saya bahawa IT bukanlah jurusan yang sesuai dengan saya. Insya-Allah.

Semoga tahun ini menjanjikan seribu erti dalam kehidupan. Semoga saya dapat menempuh tahun 2005 ini dengan penuh keyakinan dan redha. Semoga ketegasan dan pegangan hidup menjadi asset penting untuk meneruskan kehidupan yang penuh warna-warni ini.

"Ya Allah, kami mohon kepadaMu, agar diperelokkan agama yang menjadi pegangan urusan hidup kami, dunia yang menjadi tempat sementara hidup kami, akhirat yang menjadi tempat kami akan kembali, jadikanlah hidup ini untuk menambahkan kebaikan dan mati kami untuk merehatkan diri dari segala keburukan. Ya Allah, perbaikilah diri antara kami, jinakkanlah antara hati kami, tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang selamat, selamatkan kami daripada kegelapan kepada yang terang, jauhkanlah kami daripada perbuatan keji, baik yang nampak, mahupun yang tersembunyi, ya Allah, limpahkan keberkatan kepada kami, pendengaran dan penglihatan kami, para isteri dan anak-anak kami, sahabat handai dan rakan taulan kami serta pemimpin kami yang telah berjasa kepada kami".

Salam and Greetings to All

2005-01-19T09:28:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum (May Peace Be Upon You) I wish to all. Alhamdulillah… The highest gratitude to Him.

Dear people,
First and fore most, I would like to make an apology especially to Sarah at Dublin, Yanti, Dyana, Kak Aina, Fel, Iesya, Tini, Bard, and others (I’m sorry, if I were to list down all the names, it will take such “an outsized” space). Sorry for not informing you people before I closed my previous blog account. But I believe, there must be at least a rationale for each and every action in life. So do I. I have my very own reason for creating this new blog. However, I don’t want to point out much on the raison d'être. Enough of saying, a brand new year with a pristine path of life.

Dear people,
Sometimes, we don’t have to share every single thing about our life in the public domain. I have to give a positive response towards the above statement. It is very true. However, it is up to you people to form an opinion towards my statement cause it is thus subjective. Write something to suit yourself and many people will like it; write something to suit everybody and scarcely anyone will care for it.

Special words to ‘Dia’…
Thank you so much for your constructive advises. Though it was quite difficult to deal with, but it was a good crack. At times, we have to forfeit something to gain something. May the force be with you and may we will be an ideal acquaintance ever, insya-Allah.

To all readers,
I hope we could share and contribute something here. After all, sharing is caring. Feel free to give comment and join the conversation. Insya-Allah, I will acknowledge towards any form of comment. Last words from me, I am praying to Allah every day, every night, to guide me straight, no left, no right. To grant my soul a peace of mind. To shine his light into my heart. To teach me the things that are right. To show his mercy. To show his care. I always pray to Allah... Wallahu’alam…..

A Beauty Chronicle

I WILL STOP WRITING

Done the XMs!

Al-Aqsa

..... : : " EXAMS " : : .....

!!! S A M A R A !!!

MEN ARE LIARS

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~ Cat Steven ~

< R . I . P >

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GP???

~Happy Birthday~

Pelik...

! Underground Eruption !

Supplication For Anxiety & Sorrow

* ~ . : : Those Memories : : . ~ *

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^ Current Milieu ^

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! XM Tips !

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10 things we WASTED

^ Mentally Retarded Sort ^

!!! S T R O N G E R !!!

Anger

! HONESTY !

5 Simple Rules To Be a Super Duper Yummy Happy! =D

Malaysian GP 2005 - F1

I LOOOOOVEEEEE MATHS! (yeah right!)

SHOPPING!

My SWEET Memories..., Novel..., hmmm what a LOOOOONG post!

A Concise Yet Meaningful Aide Memoire For Me...

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Saya Telah Membeli NOVEL MELAYU

The KEY

CADBURRY choc!

<<< Current Mode >>>

Banyak Perkara Mengejutkan... :)

! OUT OF THE ORDINARY !

Have you packed your "BAG"???

MISERY

CONFESSION OF GUILT

Rezeki Melalui " NUPTIAL "...

Why Are You So Sad? (A "Good Riddance" for Me Too)

SEPET

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INSOMNIA

Erkkksss... Again???

Terkena Batang Hidung Sendiri...

Back To Realisme...

A Hint To Someone??? :D

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Round Diamond!

Enough

Our Fate.....

Ok, tolong jangan gelak!

V-Day??? Nahhh... :)

Forgive and Forget

M A R R I A G E

GK3 vs Constantine

~ Get Well Soon ~

Be Thankful...

Owh... Lucky "Him"...! :D

Kita Pasti Dirisik...

Man. U won 4-2 Over Arsenal!

Don't Look Back An Anger

Broke Up???

Sape Kate BECKHAM Tak Terror...??? :D

Kuliyah Ustaz Zul

What a lost!

January by Glenn : Kak Aina's :D

Chad Michael Murray??? Owh my God!!! :D

The Power of Three Little Words!

~Bonds of Lurve~

Owh..... am I??? *wink wink* :D

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For Every Sickness, There Is A Cure

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